today hav been a tiring day.. cause yest came back from kuantan n reach kl about 3am.. n today i hav a workshop that i need to attend.. oh my god.. it's satrting at 8am.. definitely no time to rest.. was very phik chik when cant sleep.. (detail bout nic de tour i will blog right after seremban de.. that will b prince's promo tour part 2)..
so.. because need to attend today workshop.. i wake up at 7am today and it's got to b a morning call from my housemate.. damn tired.. i am a fans only le.. go see u only also so tired.. but u need to sing, entertain and also signing album and also present a presenatable u.. it's not easy.. haha..
now.. it's been only 2 weeks since my uni reopen and yet all my assignment overflowing my table.. and also my tutorial and also my shequ de work.. terrible weeks.. haven started wif eerything. only manage a light touch on my advance tax de assignment where i manage to gather all the info.. sad to say.. people that studying accountancy tend to b very selfish.. when u are working on an individual assignment and everyone need the same book.. people will show their wolf de tail liao lo.. haih.. mayb when we are working in the reality world.. thing will b the same.. izzit?? i am really unsure.. well, i hope in the future i dun hav to b in such environment.. well, let every competition b fair.. learn from the strong and share wif the weak.. why do we hav to b jealous of others and tend to spoilt people good name?? fame couldn last forever.. rite??
from my advance tax lecturer.. i think i get lots information from him.. although he's been strict to us and he's been treating us a lil like primary stud.. but i see his effort in pushing us to b a better and produce quality student.. well, i guess i should b in his class although i am not an excellent student but i know he would b more than willingly to teach us and pass us his knowledge.. thanks mr chong.. well, i am honoured to say that i am ur stud and being ur stud is something to b proud of.. but i won use this name as my future add on value to seek for a job.. wanna prove to myself that i can b independent.. as long as i hold ur knowledge and advise.. i believe there's always the bright way for me to climb.. rite??
dearest zk.. just now just visited ur blog.. and drop few msg there.. well, talking bout frienship.. i hav diff opinion wif wat u thinking.. ya.. friendship is definitely fragile.. and it's need lots years of effort and passion in building a strong and solid friendship.. it's not enough and it's never close to having it if only a party that willing to sacrifise and put in effort in maintaining the friendship.. it's need the power of two.. both positive attraction.. =)
from my view.. i really appreciate our friendship.. my friendship wif the 14 of the rest.. but how many of us actually truly know each other?? well, it's always people see u good and u see people good.. in our friendship.. ya.. i admit it's been envy by lots and lots of junior.. but who know in our circle of fren.. how many of us actually hav each other in their heart?? i didn mean to break us all up.. but that's my opinion.. well, i still happy having each n everyone till now.. i believe i hav put all my effort in maintaing our friendship.. well, although it won didn stay long and people dun treat me as their friend.. i still hav nothing to comment about.. because i 'dui tak chu zhi gei'.. i did wat i should as a friend and friendship is saying endless sacrifise for each other.. so.. i won let go of them unless they willing to let me go.. =)
i am honestly happy that i hav true fren wif me.. dun worry.. u are in my list.. be confident in urself.. i didn wanna write it out here.. 'fai si' when others didn see their name they will tend to b 'siu hei'.. plus.. this confirmation that u r my true and great fren doesn need to come from me.. it's the confident feeling u guys hav wif me.. plus.. i believe.. u guys see my effort in gathering wif u guys no matter how bz i am.. =)
so dearest fren.. dun hurt me.. cause i am fragile.. it's easy to come wif a new friendship.. but it's not easy to forget and let go a long friendship that we hav built.. dearest eva and yen min.. you guys still will always b in my heart although u guys are so so far from me.. one of my reason in putting this blog into public is because i wan u to know bout my update more.. love u guys my dearest frens.. well, i am not bad in having this thinking.. mayb i been more mature and i know how to think more dy.. plus.. if i am so naive like last time.. i am the one that would b hurt.. =(
but i can conclude that frens in hometown should b the one that i appreciate most.. cause people in my uni and reality life.. we r very hard to see their motive in making fren wif u.. but of course not everyone la.. but still in uni we hav filter the fren we hav in order not to get hurt.. but i am consider lucky.. i know i hav lots lots fren in my life.. my convent gang.. my kmpp frens.. my uni fren.. my housemates.. my shequ um group.. my shequ (bei bu).. m working frens last time.. and also my newest bunch of frens.. my nfc frens.. pleasure having u guys in my life.. brighten up my day.. and cheer my life.. =) i am considerable lucky..
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