叮噹- 我愛他 歌词/Lyrics:
他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐
如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐
如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
my target when go to the next k session must be this song.. i wanna learn how to sing this song and imagine what i should imagine.. haha.. pathetic de chyeli..
Monday, November 23, 2009
wanna learn this song..
Sunday, November 22, 2009
亲人- 叮当
别打开 礼物的缎带
bie da kai li wu de duan dai
最初充满期待 最后都腐败
zui chu chong man qi dai zui hou dou fu bai
别打开 午夜的电台
bie da kai wu ye de dian tai
别让情歌反覆再愚弄
bie rang qing ge fan fu zai yu nong
而爱 并没有教给我生存
er ai bing mei you jiao gei wo sheng chun
只教我交易虚荣给天真
zhi jiao wo jiao yi xu rong gei tian zhen
可是爱 让我们变成陌生人
ke shi ai rang wo men bian cheng mo sheng ren
却变不了更高尚的灵魂
que bian bu liao geng gao shang de ling hun
不要吻我 只要抱着我
bu yao wen wo zhi yao bao zhe wo
不要爱我 做我的亲人
buyao ai wo zuo wo de qin ren
把手借我 一天一分钟
ba shou jie wo yi tian yi fen zhong
做我最亲密的亲人
zuo wo zui qin mi de qin ren
不是谁的情人 谁的某某某
bu shi shei de qing ren shei de mo mo mo
就算我 全身湿透透
jiu suan wo quan sheng shi tou tou
我也不再被谁 牵着鼻子走
wo ye bu zai bei shei qian zhe bi zi zou
如果我 还握住拳头
ru guo wo hai wo zhu quan tou
可能我怕我的梦飞走
ke neng wo pa wo de meng fei zou
而爱 并不如你想的万能
er ai bing bu ru ni xiang de wan neng
不能让我们不再战争
bu neng rang wo men bu zai zhan zheng
可是爱 连慈悲也没多慈悲
ke shi ai lian ci bei ye mei duo ci bei
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲
shei ai yue sheng yue rong yi bei xi sheng
不要吻我 只要抱着我
bu yao wen wo zhi yao bao zhe wo
不要爱我 做我的亲人
bu yao ai wo zuo wo de qin ren
把手借我 一天一分钟
ba shou jie wo yi tian yi fen zhong
让我还敢做我的梦
rang wo hai gan zuo wo de meng
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄
zuo wo meng zhong wei da de wei xiao de ying xiong
不要吻我 只要抱着我
bu yao wen wo zhi yao bao zhe wo
不要爱我 做我的亲人
bu yao ai wo zuo wo de qin ren
把手借我 一天一分钟
ba shou jie wo yi tian yi fen zhong
让我还敢做我的梦
rang wo hai gan zuo wo de meng
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄
zuo wo meng zhong wei da de wei xiao de ying xiong
i had just buy her album today.. and this song seriously capture heart with the lyrics and melody.. together with this song.. "wo ai ta" also capture me.. but i know this is going to be kept secret forever that i love him.. i really did..
this song lyrics is what i hope will be happening in the future.. i would not hope that he will love me back.. i just hope i will keep loving him.. probably until someone manage to replace him.. but i understand myself very well.. i know this feeling is definitely going to be here forever and it will be keep.. deep deep down in an organ called heart in my body...
from this song, i understand that i wish he always be by my side, be with me.. apart of the hugging and also lending me his hand.. i just wan him to be there always for me.. leaving me precious and nice memory..
i know i shouldn do this because he already have gf.. somehow i couldn control.. avoiding him is the only solution i have.. i promise i would not be "di san je" i just wanna stay beside him and have my own memory with him.. i will leave one day.. and for that forever u will take me as ur friend and i will be here blessing u..
mayb cause u r my 1st love and i could not really let u go.. i thought i had.. but now i realise, i have nvr let u go.. nvr..
of course we are selfish.. but.. i am the one that let go at 1st.. if the time turn back, i will still make the same decision.. things will only be diff if he willing to change a lil for me.. just treat me the way he has been treating me now, not so neglecting me.. probably we will still be hanging here.. but as ling told me.. human are selfish.. so probably if he did change his attitude, we will end up in the same situation.. was it all depending on fate and god or it is merely depending on ourself??
Friday, November 20, 2009
nokia N900
it has been a while since i am fond with nokia's phone.. but this is definitely a eye-catching model where i find it beautiful.. but it cost a fortune too.. worth around RM3000 which is far too expensive for a phone that were suppose to be a gadget to call people or text somebody.. haha.. but still human's behaviour is like this.. we crave for what is nice dun we..
not sure if this model will be coming into malaysia a not but it is definitely worth checking it out.. it's time for me to change my phone too.. haha
Thursday, November 19, 2009
me being firm
sometime i wonder how people that know me judge me.. beside being cute and childish, is there anything inside of me that people will use to describe it as chyeli??
yesterday i officially got my confirmation letter.. well, i was confirmed on the 24th of october but my accountant pass the letter to me later due to all the work load she is having... and while passing me the letter we did chat a lil regarding to my work scope and also what i will be facing in the future..
she did mention that she will add on my work load as i tell her that i did quite little thing for now.. mean my responsibility is minimal lo.. just conclusion now will be free and in the future i will be more bz..
then she commented on my working.. well, she did say that i am good worker and i am really eager to learn.. yet she say that i have to be more firm and be more careful.. she somehow hint to me that i should be more mature not that she think i am childish but she feel that i am really soft and i should be more firm in the future when dealing with staff and others.. for outsider i do seem soft because i take my time explaining to them what i wan and i will try to help staff that claiming for something to get their claim as soon as possible (and i did follow procedure) but they insist that i am too soft-hearted.. well, ok.. i will try...
but then, before i start trying.. someone come to me today and tell me that i make someone crying.. which shock me of course.. she mention that she is crying because i do not let her claim on something that she pay where i on the other hand following procedure..
so feeling guilty throughout the time, i call the poor girl, trying to figure out what can i do regarding that.. then she didn sound like she cry and she seem do not mind about the figure.. which mean, i didn know if she was acting or the person that tell me the story lie to me..
i still feel guilty of course cause i will still deduct the claim as she insist not sending the email to her superior for approval which is really fine with me..
it make me sit down and think what kind of person i should potrey to keep myself surviving in the finance world.. what kind of attitude should be having right now?? blurring de me is hungry and blurring now.........
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
2012 & knowing
were in the cinema watching 2012 yesterday with thiam san, his roommate and also sin rou.. and knowing is a back dated show where i watch in the cinema too.. both show have similarity where it is talking about end of the world but the ending of the show is slightly different..
both story have the ending i have nvr expected.. well, in my mind i always believe that the end of the world is definitely coming.. but i am thinking of everyone dying completely where the earth need to take a break from all the spoilage and pollution that we are doing to the earth and the disaster that we created that are going on.. the recovering process will definitely take a while before the earth re-born and begin the whole cycle of ice-age with dinosour and etc... and the ending will be different depending on the path mankind or to be more accurate, the species that stay re-birth.. ~this is what chyeli have in mind about end of the world~
but in the story of "knowing" and "2012", it give u another diff perspective...
i wouldn say which is better but for my preferrence i would choose knowing though 2012 make me think a lot yesterday.. haha.. mayb because in "knowing" i would not see the reality of how our government would handle such a case when it is really going to happen.. i would not have to accept the fact that only rich stay alive and the poor are leave to death.. i won't say anything bad regarding to the government because what they are doing is merely saving the mankind, to prevent extintion.. but i would definitely not agreeing in the term of choosing who were suppose to live should not be based on the wealth of a person.. imagine that someone tell u that the world is coming to the end and the only solution is u have to pay EUR1 billion per person in order to save urself.. how can a poor people stay alive?? there would not be humble and poor people that leave behind as all that going to be alive is arrogant and wealthy people..
life is always unfair.. if the government were suppose to tell everyone that the world is coming to an end and they cant even save half the planet life, this suppose will panic everyone and the will definitely be a messier with people that wanted to stay alive, robbing supermarket and trying all their can to stay alive including killing mankind.. killing people around them.. both decision is not a good solution but either one the leader must choose, must make the best decision for the world.. i suppose there aren any right or wrong solution here.. it will forever be one's choice that will lead to different conclusion..
i am angry with the show yest but i am feeling much better after a deep thought..
if this day is coming to us, i suppose there aren much we can do about it as the damage have been done earlier with all the air pollution and etc, all we can do now is life our life meaningful and treasure each and every second and each and everyone around u.. cry when u wanna cry and laugh when u wanna laugh is going to be my motto for now.. haha..
Friday, November 13, 2009
i do feel lonely
people tend to feel chyeli wont feel lonely.. but where is the proof of this statement?? haha.. actually i do feel lonely.. sometime i might have my schedule and i might look bz wif my organizer.. but it is not like i acted busy or what, it's just that when i look in my organizer i wanna confirm i am really free that day.. i didn wanna make a promise and ffk later on.. and i didn wanna forget important date or appointment.. that is why my organizer is so damn useful..
but still having an organizer doesn mean i am not lonely..
sometime i am damn tired too.. i love to stay in touch with all friend.. not losing the contact that we used to have.. the cemistry that use to build between us.. but chyeli is also human.. how can u say that u lazy wanna keep in touch and depending on me all the time?? i mean, i need rest too.. can u put a lil effort to keep the relation going.. when this come, i remember the phrase, one hand wouldn make any clapping sound.. we need two party to coorperate in order to make things work..
i am damn tired being the active person that asking people.. why dun u guys ask me now??
i know i am ranting.. because later on when people still not asking me out i will ask them also.. but still, i pray and hope that people will change.. when i am gone, then you will know that you should ask earlier instead of wait...
I AM JUST FREAKING TIRED...
Monday, November 9, 2009
studying law in the future..
suddenly, i wanted to study law in harvard in the future.. i didn know if i should but i wanted to.. i wanna earn money, absorb as many experience as i can, then start working my leg into harvard.. i believe there is lots older, mature people that study there.. so i think i won be embarassed.. haha..
go go chyeli..
