studying law in the future..

suddenly, i wanted to study law in harvard in the future.. i didn know if i should but i wanted to.. i wanna earn money, absorb as many experience as i can, then start working my leg into harvard.. i believe there is lots older, mature people that study there.. so i think i won be embarassed.. haha..

go go chyeli..

finally comfirmed..

i still remember the 1st day stepping into the real working work.. it is on the 21st of july.. well, i start this job kinda rush actually cause they giv me short notice and i figure that i might didn consider properly before deciding in accepting job..
but well, here i am.. i am still alive in my working company.. and it's pass 3 months.. guess what, come to think, i didn know if there is this probation period that they giv me.. but i think i finally know i have today.. haha.. my accountant had already prepare my confirmation letter for my position.. which mean, i am a confirmed staff soon.. but i haven get the letter yet as accountant haven hav the chance to talk to me.. but i am happy that i am confirmed.. anyhow, i know i will be staying here for few years to capture as many experience and knowledge that i can.. and i will continue study soon.. which is a good thing cause i miss schooling.. =)

anyway, this post is to let everyone know that chyeli is finally confirmed by the company lo.. haha.. =)

my date with kevin cheng..

i have a great saturday with kevin cheng.. though in reality, chyeli know who kevin cheng is but kevin cheng didn know who is chyeli but still chyeli got heart melted for this hottie from hong kong..
i went to the venue 2 hours earlier but the stage is pack with people so i didn wanna queue or squeeze with others cause i know i won really able to get a better glimpse of kevin cheng.. so instead of securing a place at the stage i went out and find passage that might be the way kevin come in..
let say i lucky and i really found the passage and no one is there so me n sin rou stand there waiting. then he come.. with the rest of course.. in sunway hotel van.. poor astro should get them better car... anyway, from far i could hardly see kevin but i spotted joe ma 1st due to his height.. and omg is the wording that i am using when i 1st catch a glimpse of kevin cause he is really cute..
when he walk pass the alley.. i am damn nervous dy.. but of course no one is screaming or anything.. but of course i am nervous.. and when kevin come close, i didn stop myself from shouting and i really do shouted "cheng kah wen"... then he look at me and say "hello hello" of course.. and really only to me lar.. cause no one else and my fren malu wanna shout so she just stand there and watch him.. and pity her.. i might make her trip i guess.. lol..



then we went inside for the event and this kevin is indeed really charm and he catch lots audience attention.. i thought joe ma would be more famous but kevin cheng seem to have louder applause.. haha.. good for him.. and i am proud he is popular too.. wahaha.. but before the event end, i went outside dy lo.. of course with the intention of seeing him again (up-close) before he go back lar.. then i stand outside waiting and for sure there is all the security guards that didn wan me to stand so near like worry i will kidnap or hurt all the artist.. nvrm.. i only wish to hav a handshake with kevin only.. but being pull to the back.. i thought i didn have the chance dy cause i was kinda far from him..
then when he walk near of course i shouted for him lar.. and he sure look at me responding to his name lar.. wahaha.. then he say bye bye to me.. then i shouted bye but i also shouted "shake hand" then he come back to me and shake hand with me.. and tell me something while i am grabbing his hand... but i am too stunned to know what he actually talking.. i am already melting cause the rest of the crowd especially the girl beside me kinda like wanna kill me cause kevin shake hand with me.. but i dun care lar.. as long as i got kevin's handshake i am fine.. wahaha..
thought it is just a normal handshake.. but i am happy enough.. this is the 1st meeting ma.. =) i am sure the 2nd and the coming one will be more exciting.. =)


cannot take picture with the real him so take with the cardboard him lo..

p/s:wanna express my anger toward my sis cause she taken my camera with her and i didn manage to capture his picture..

he's coming.. he's coming..

bet u guys won be curious who is coming.. cause it's KEVIN CHENG.. haha.. he is coming to malaysia and i thought i wont be able to see him.. but i am so going to see him.. haha.. cause he is having public event too.. at summit usj.. omg.. i am so into him right now.. haha..
i am happy lar.. smilling non-stop lar.. calling people i know non-stop lar.. that i am so going to see KEVIN CHENG.. come come along with me to see him.. haha.. i very bad i know.. he is not the only one that going lar.. there is this joe ma, chan man chi and another girl coming.. but still KEVIN CHENG is coming.. i must be crazy but i cannot tahan not smilling.. cannot tahan not happy.. cannot tahan not day dreaming.. that i am going to meet KEVIN CHENG.. haha..
KEVIN CHENG is coming..
KEVIN CHENG is coming..

yeah.. haha..

p/s: can dun care me de.. cause i am super happy.. this is one of the way i am sharing that i am happy except for calling people and annoy them.. wahaha..

KEVIN CHENG IS COMING.. haha...

next book...

everybody has secrets . . . will this one break somebody's heart? Eight years ago, Nova Kumalisi agreed to have a baby for Mal and Stephanie Wacken. Halfway through the pregnancy, the couple changed their minds and walked away, leaving Nova pregnant, scared and alone.
Eight years ago, Stephanie was overjoyed at the thought of becoming a mother - until she found a text from Mal to Nova saying, 'Goodnight, beautiful'. Terrified of losing her husband to his closest friend, Stephanie asked him to cut all ties to Nova and their unborn child.
Now, Nova is anxiously waiting for her son, Leo, to wake up from a coma, while childless Stephanie is desperately trying to save her failing marriage. Although they live separate lives, both women have secrets that will bind them together for ever . .

that is the brief introduction that i get for this book. sound tempting? it sound tempting to me.. and it is also mention that this is one of her best book (this is her 5th book)
this book is definitely going to be my next aim.. haha.. mph or border, here i come.. wahaha..
i might will get "a thousand splendid suns" too.. it is highly recommended by my friend. real life that happening in rural areas i believe..
i am glad that i love novel.. i dream to have a room, filled with my novel.. haha.. my little library.. =)

i wonder, how much i can do for a friend?

due to working, i mean i have to go to pj to start my day.. in order to avoid all the hectic jam, i went to work kinda early in the morning.. bout 7am i will be sitting in my desk.. so to wait till 830am before i start working, i start doing things that i like.. the one and a half hour seem to past in a flash of light. i start reading novel (my fav pass time) or blogging or reading others blogs.

by the way, main topic is i wanna recommend a book that i have just finish reading.. i love book relate to our life.. something more practical or i can say it might be happening in our life..

this book my best friend's girl is a good book.. i am not going to be a spoiler but i cry and laugh when i read this book and yes, when i view the website of the author, there are review mentioning that they start crying in page 2 and that happen to me too.. this is the 2nd book that i will shed my tear when reading.. the 1st one is definitely "my sister keeper"

briefly describe what is the story about..

kamryn is the main character in the book. she is someone not very beautiful with low-elf-esteem. barely have friend and unlikely will fall in love. found nate (the fiance) that manage to capture her heart definitely but she is someone that unlikely tell her true feeling which cause nate feeling insecure. her best friend is adele. and adele has a daughter name tegan (which she say it was a result of one night stand). 2 months before marriage (nate and kamryn) kamryn find out that nate is the father of tegan and she break the wedding and move away from the town.

2 years later, on kamryn's birthday, she received adele's letter mentioning that she is dying and wish kamryn would pay her a visit without knowing that adele intention is to ask kamryn to adopt her daughter..

what happen next is the suspend.. find out urself but it's really a good book teaching us bout forgiveness and what our heart can do in different situation.

even me myself could not imagine how will i deal with things like this if i am kamryn that adele would ask me to adopt her child which is a child of her ex-best friend and also ex-fiance..

back to work

after the weekend escape.. haha.. i was back to my life again, handling the same prob again too.. but this time with a diff feeling.. i got much better and i am more relax now.. learn a phrase from one tree hill.. didn know if jiayi will feel the same phrase meaningful ma since she already finish watching the whole series..
learn it from a character name jamie which is practically a very young boy.. the phrase ryhme this way.. "people need to cry because they need to cry out all the tear in their heart in order to enable the heart to fill with laughter.." mayb u guys think that this phrase is normal nothing special.. but it did sound a lil for me as i am a crybaby myself.. =)
for frens who are worry, u guys know i will be fine.. i am just needed some break on my own to start thinking and rasionalise all the situations.. and when i finally manage to analyse and calm down.. things will be better.. it is just bad when i am in the middle of the analyse and rasionalise status.. haha..
and he is officially back to my life.. i didn know what the feeling is.. but i know what i feel definitely more than a normal fren but still haven reach the lovey feeling.. haha.. feel strange to have him back, feel strange to talk to him on the phone, feel strange that he care for me.. it's feel strange even having him sit beside me.. wondering.. i did try to avoid him.. but somehow, there we are ending up in this i feel awkward he feel nothing situation.. is god trying to fool me, to make me realise the bad decision that i have made few years back?? trying to make me realise how foolish i am to let go?? or is god trying to tell me i am wise letting it go?? i have complicated feeling.. but this shouldn be on my way as it is not something i should focus rite now..

go go chyeli...

p/s: idol is out of hospital.. thanks for those that pray and thanks for all the friend that msg me and ask about his condition.. i am glad i make idol as a symbol of me as when people see nicholas, they think of chyeli.. idol, take care la.. i will see u in 2010.. =)