cny reunion with SQ group

it is fate that make me be their friend, make them appear in my life.. a non-chinese educated me have nvr ever think that i will be involved in a society that require us to read in chinese and to have meeting in chinese and to recite in chinese.. haha.. but still, fate.. all this got to thanks to thiam san which he bring me to the interview and finally i got choosen to the team...i was one of the lucky 8. well, i am proud to say that the team in um is the greatest team though other uni might say the same about theirs.. but who care.. i still think we are the best.. haha..
along the 2 and a half years where we undergo the programme.. i got pampered by everyone in the group, both from the same uni and diff uni.. it must be some good deed i have done in my previous life that i got them in this life.. i always say u guys bully me.. but deep down, i know u guys sayang me.. i hope u guys were just merely acting that u guys are scare of me.. haha.. i dun think myself as being really fierce or even 'bu jiang dao li' =)
anyway, this day we reunite.. and it has been a great day.. erm, they went to bowling and me, not so good in bowling went to shopping instead and join them later for the reunion dinner.. we have our dinner at 'da ren chan tin' (i dun recommend to eat there, erm... sensitive to blogged in here, later being sue.. wahaha)
we have the longest chat and we hav fun apparently.. talking non-stop and taking picture.. of course, being in such a big group, it is a lil difficult to share intimate thingy.. but the bond is still there just need a lil warming up.. but of course there are few lucky guy and girls that i dun need warming up at all and i can spill almost everything =)
it was our cny reunion dinner.. however i miss the 'lou sang' picture..

~our dinner set (it look big but it's in a very small portion lor)~

~the group picture (everyone that attended)~

~20th SQUM~

anyway, happy cny dearest SQ members.. (those not attended is missed too )

harry potter

i change my view on harry potter. i used to not liking harry potter.. the book.. cause i find them having lots of term that i did not understand. magical term in magical world.. but after few push and few pressure from a best friend, yen min.. she wanted me to lay my hand on this book cause she think this is a very good book.. well, and the book has been in my shelf for years.. i think at least 5 years it sit on my shelf..

probably because i miss her.. i start reading this book last tues.. and surprisingly it got my attention and i finish the 1st book in a day.. haha.. as she guess.. she say i can finish it by a day.. and i really did.. and i find myself really liking the story.. probably i wanted to know what saved harry potter from every danger i guess.. haha.. and it trigger me wanted to re-watch the harry potter movie to get clearer picture too.. well, of course the image of the harry potter in the movie will keep appearing in my mind..

and ended i got the full 7 books in my house.. borrow from another good friend which i will blog in the next blog.. got to find some picture 1st... come thinking.. i really didn know if i have a picture where there is only me and her cause she will be the next topic of mine =)

last saturday outing

i am sorry that i didn blog it like right away.. my phone line is cut as there is some prob and it take ages for them to come fix my line where i only got them done today.. so only today i can online and i immediate blog about the outing lo.. haha..

last sat i went to sg wang with the old friend i should say.. we use to share the same interest and we might still have the feeling but thins definitely change as all of us did grow up to be a better girl.. the way we communicate have change as well.. we gather for him last time.. but this time we gather because of pauline.. haha.. we gather because we wanted too..

it was a great sat and we (me and jiayi) jammed all the way to times square and i kinda regret a lil for not taking the smart tunnel.. haha.. forgotten that it was thaipusam and it was suppose to be jammed.. but we managed to catch meifenn and pauline though we miss callie.. haha..

we chat a while.. but of course entertained by both jiayi and also meifenn for talking about their 'husband'.. haha.. girls are girls.. i still find us have not change much.. and meifenn is funny saying i trying to seduce her with my 'lubang' de shirt wor.. haha.. 

in a while then we kinda have to go back cause meifenn wanna try her luck if she could bump into her '2nd husband'.. but too bad he didn come.. haha.. and we took few photo shot in the middle of no way.. and there is the best shot.. (of course i hide all the ugly one) if u guys wan them do come for me.. haha...

let's gather again the next round..

still have to get my book from jiayi and borrow her 2 books.. haha.. so we definitely going to go 'kai kai' again lo.. wahaha...

good news??

i am not even sure if this new is good or bad.. if it is such a great news, how come i am not so happy with it? interacting with people have been a skil i hardly use when i start working in the company i am working rite now.. i am merely listening and hardly talking.. well, of course people will talk behind my back?? should i care?? i didn giv a damn at all..
were guessing about my job rotation last 2 weeks i think.. been in dilemma as they might shift my position again.. well, whether it will be promotion or the same title is different story.. today got panic as i saw HR advertising my title in the job street.. which mean someone is replacing me?? i mean they won be 2 person having the same position when my executive is leaving.. is this mean i will be moving to that position? yet it did not really make me happy thinking about it.. staying in this position can be quite boring and bz at certain level of time but i was under the accountant supervision where i feel that i will learn more about the company finance. moving to different position i might lose such chances which i hope i still have the opportunity to learn from the accountant.. (finger crossing.. my ambition is to be an accountant.. i didn wan slow and steady.. wanna learn thing faster than people.. that is where i need to gab opportunity when i see them..)
supposingly i should be really happy since i am quite new here.. half a year working experience and i will get switch to a different position.. but how come i my heart feel uncertain.. AT ALL...

23.01.2010, a great day for u..

i guess as a fan and as a manner i should congratulate u in the public though i have congratulate u myself in genting. congrats for getting the best male singer beating kwong liang. well, i was worry that u might not be able to win this award, kwong liang is definitely not a weak competitor.. being able to win him and getting this title in the 1st award ceremony mean more pressure and stress for u in the coming award. this award is simply too important cause it was presented by ur idol himself.. i always wonder will u feel like us? just that u are a celebrity, that is why u have to do all the controlling thingy?? anyway, just guessing..
so, congrats and looking forward for more improvement from u.. well, in order to survive in this industry, all u need to do is keep on improving and impressing others, if not fans will run away oh... i have not forget the reason i have started to support u though, just keep up ur good job.. =)

*picture grab from forum without getting permission yet. gillian, dun sue me k? just wanna share this pic cause it is too cute =)

miss ya..

didn know if the fren of mine remember giving me a monkey (doll) on my 18th birthday together with a balloon written 'happy birthday' on it? it was merely a joke as everyone kinda treating me like a baby that time.. and i was away for matriculation programme for a year.. haha..
this fren of mine went to further her career in aussie.. deep down i know i won't miss her that much but still will do.. probably she is right about that part where i will miss her more.. probably it is because i dun have so many people to miss like her =P
was on conversation with the other fren that was about to leave to the same country as she is, she remind me that i have this little monkey from her when i was 18. so now the little monkey is beside my bed.. all this while the monkey is kept inside a cupboard where my friend claim me real cruel.. ya, so now it is safely lying on my bed reminding me of the dearest friend when i wanna sleep..

fren,
i know things gonna be real different.. especially since now everyone start having her own life moving toward her goals and ambition, and i know it won stop us from keeping in touch.. cause u are kinda sentimental urself though u look cool.. haha.. u are so going to beat me if you were actually sitting right beside me =) just i kinda manage to accept the wording.. "life change"

miss u dearly.. not only u.. but lots others.. i miss the time all ~us~ can be together.. as cny come nearer it make me miss everyone even more.. cause each year cny most of the ~us~ will be around.. but this time, non-of-u-guys are here with us.. only leave few of us =( it make me not so looking forward for it anymore.. =P

warmed & not so warmed??

i guess human are really 'berat sebelah'.. imagine 2 person doing the same things to you, one is the person you hate and the other is the person you like, your heart would have different feeling when accepting that particular things from that 2 person. am i right?
eg: person i like just send me msg greeting me.. my heart might respond by saying to myself 'hey, she/he msg me, mean she/he got me in his/her heart'.. which mean my heart feel warm.. but if let's say, the person i dun so fancy, even if she/he buy you something nice, something u might love, you will merely say thank you without thinking of giving him/her a hug..
this do prove that we as human being are kinda sided rite? not fair to everyone.. even if my mouth say i am fair.. i know deep down inside, i dun treat everyone equally..
it make me realise when i got 2 same meaning msg from 2 different person...