it's been kinda long i have not hav the chance to really talk to u.. know u been bz.. got ur msg telling me so.. just will miss u also de.. plus u r actually working so far from me.. =( today out of sudden.. when i wake up from my evening nap.. i miss u.. suddenly wish that u can b by my side.. but guess.. i can only hav it in my dream.. it's like impossible.. =(..
my dear.. someone actually share wif me her prob wif her bf.. recently her bf make up her mind that he wanna go new zealand to gain some experience n to earn more money there.. n he will b there for at least 3years before he actually come bcak.. then she ask me wat she should do.. i didn know wat i should say.. but i convince her.. it's like.. i am telling myself the stuff that i am telling her.. its like god ask someone to help remind me about wat i should hav been thinking instead of thinking bukan-bukan.. tell u la.. my advance tax de lecturer told us in the lecture that we all girl always find thing to 'fan' like we too free liao.. if when we hav nothing to worry.. we will 'bu ji chai'.. haha.. mayb he's rite.. who know??..
sometime i hav no idea if we can hang on.. but now i hav the answer.. if i didn even hav the courage to believe u.. to hav a try.. then i hav nothing at all.. me n u for sure no chance.. but if i dare to take the risk, hav the courage to face all the challenges, bright hope may still b in front of me.. rite??
i like to hear 'mo lu'.. tung liang de new song.. it's actually motivate me.. dunno why.. haha.. if u so coincident to b in my blog.. why dun u try find out wat this song mean n the lyrics?? it's meaningful.. and i taking it as my motivation for my journey.. at least i didn lost my map yet.. =) i am not confronting my 'mo lu'..
who dun wan he bf to always b by her side.. u think i really that strong meh?? but.. somehow.. i hav the trust on u.. haih... spill out everything feel better lo.. start another day better lo.. gambatei chyeli.. u can do it..
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