bad day.. mixed feeling.. cloud in my head??

having a really really bad day.. having lots mixed feeling.. it's like the world is so so fake.. i didn know who to trust anymore.. it's like.. i am dead.. i am stuck in the middle.. dunno who should i trust and wat should i do.. purpose joining is just to hav fun.. but why.. everything in this world got to b so politic?? i just dun understand it.. i am getting sick.. everyone was just trying to hav fun.. so why dun we just hav fun instead of having all this politic de thingy?? i am so tired to b in the middle.. i wan both party to b fren back as i believe we are a family together.. arent we?? i didn say it specific here because it's a really sensitive issue and i didn wan it to spread out.. but i wanted to write to release my anger and get better view.. i just need clearer view and i really need explanation as i didn wanna hav gang spilt and gang fight.. for me i really join because i meet nice nice fren there and i join because i like him.. so cant dun do this to me ma??

the beginning of the chinese 7th month already here.. and i been having bad luck since then.. was it related?? i really dunno.. yest night my house got no electricity and i cant sleep.. damn it.. for the whole night i been turning n turning to get a comfortable position.. then, today morning when go to uni for discussion.. on the way coming back.. god damn it.. i must b pretty bad luck.. i was in the bus and the day was bright.. then when i got down from the bus, it's rain.. fine.. at 1st it's drizzling.. after i finish crossing the road.. it was like a bucket of waster falling from the sky on my body.. my god.. i was damn soak that time.. and how long did i take to cross the road?? like in less than 60 seconds?? when i finally reach home.. i like just finish taking bath but wif my clothing on.. even my under garment are all wet.. sigh.. then when i step into the house.. guess wat.. no rain.. so like wat.. from the bus stop to my house.. it didn even take me close to 3 mins and i am all wet.. must b the god.. he think i am bad girl..

then.. this part.. is to share wif everyone.. haha.. although i am pretty envy.. but still.. i am happy for elyn and ah teng de.. they.. they.. they hav dinner wif.. wif.. wif our beloved mr teo.. cause they become singapore de princess.. (T.T).. very very very envy le.. but still.. it's a very happy thingy.. i am happy for them although it's not me.. dunno how izzit ho?? i am waiting for their news also.. when i know bout it i post here share wif everyone la.. haha.. but sure very sweet and nice de la.. i am waiting for their story also.. dunno wat they all discuss about ho?? haha..

now a.. wan bz wif assignment liao.. sometime we human also a lil 'fan jien' de.. assignment distributed by lecturer like very very long time ago.. but still we keep n keep and keep and didn start until deadline is close then only we wanna start.. so we are now loaded wif like.. damn many assignment.. cant blame on lecturer.. wan blame also blame ourself.. for being lazy.. rite?? so cant always say lecturer.. actually they are very very nice to us liao.. haha..

then ah.. i hav a bunch of kinda funny de fren in lecture.. haha.. they are from penang.. one of them name wei huang.. everytime he saw me he will call me 'chang tung liang'.. dunno if i should happy anot.. but yest a.. he say lin yu chung more popular than tung liang.. very angry a.. sure my tung liang more popular la.. although lin yu chung is not bad.. but.. i am happy cause he notice that in his fren lifecycle.. i am exist.. haha.. then, there is another named ah ken.. erm.. how to say la.. my impression toward him at 1st.. he was pretty cool and very cocky de.. then when get to know him.. he is ok.. but he is a lil quiet and he is those studious type of people.. he very hardworking de.. can u imagine?? those guy that like book and aim high de.. so those that always study de.. haha.. wat shock me is he came to me today and ling was beside me.. then he tell me.. "can ask ur fren go away a while a?" i was like.. "huh".. then ah ling say "cannot".. then he suddenly ask me as if he is out of his mind.. he ask if i hav 'wu yue tien' de ticket ma?? i was like.. even blur.. nvr imagine people like him would actually interested in all this.. and worse is he like 'wu yue tien'.. haha.. then mayb will go wif him to 'wu yue tien'.. he say he is going alone wo.. then mayb can go wf him and see how he react.. like us shouting ma?? o just standing there?? wahaha..

wow.. very long liao.. need to start study liao.. spend kinda lots time here.. suddenly.. miss jiayi le.. haha..