my penang trip..

well, it's not a trip actually.. it was a camp.. a pei xuen ying for the kss de youth.. well, i learn lots from the camp also.. it's really different from the camp that i've been for so many times.. well, it's not that this is better o wat.. every camp learn different de thingy..

this camp i feel i am like the participant la.. i didn join the orgaising camp de committee that much.. there is really limited thing i could do for the camp.. dunno if sometime is i dun wanna do or i am not afford to do le?? this time de camp really 'xing ku' sin rou and bo yuan.. can see they really struggle to bring the camp idea on the table and realise the camp de.. cause from A till Z.. they cover themself.. i feel guilty seeing that.. when i join meeting.. sometime i feel i a lil bit 'fei' de.. cause i really couldn help much.. when everytime they ask if u guys could help do this o do that i hope i could offer myself to help them.. but end up.. i really couldn.. i sometime very ohik chik myself for not knowing how to read and write in chinese de.. i didn wan this SQ to end without contribute much.. well, everytime when i say this, lian siang will say i got help contribute idea.. is that really enough?? is contribute idea is wat i can do?? i really dunno.. sorrie sin rou.. sorrie bo yuan.. i know there isn much i could do for u guys.. and the camp is over.. there is not much to feel anymore.. =( just the guilt feeling exist.. i dunno how to say.. it just stay there... i didn wanna stay not helpful.. n sometime i am too bz wif my class.. when meeting i hav class n i cant skip my classes.. well, hopefully before everything ended.. i could hav a chance to prove that i mean something in SQ..

talk about the camp.. this camp expose me more to 'fo xue'.. well, i get to hav upclose wif 'si fu'.. which is something new to me.. i always thought that 'si fu' is something like teacher where he will surely scold us if we did something wrong o wat o i imagine 'si fu' to b not nice and stuff.. (sorrie all the 'si fu'.. i didn mean to b rude..) but this 'si fu' that i've approach prove to me that there is suprb humour de 'si fu' and also there are superb cute de 'si fu' also.. wahaha.. think too much.. but it was a pleasant experience where i get to see how they actually eat and their life.. thay are actually just the same people as we are n they are simply treating us too nice.. n i learn lots too..

the most difficult part is having me to eat only wif chopstick and no SPOON.. well, not having spoon is not the biggest prob.. biggest prob is we hav to eat properly that we can swip everything into our mouth where we hav to eat tiny bit by bit.. just a small bowl of porridge taken me about 30 mins to finish.. i am truely a beginner.. but it was enjoyable.. having me to do that daily.. i dunno if i hav the patience a not.. hehe.. and plus.. we cant talk throughout the meal.. that suffer me the most i guss.. for not being able to speak n make noise.. wahaha..

n the structure of the builing.. it was damn nice.. they hav nice drawing n craving all around the place.. well, 'miao siang ling'.. is the place we hav our camp this time.. it was really beautiful.. and it is 5 storey high.. haha.. hav nice beach view o.. taken some pic from the drawing.. craving i didn take lo.. LOL..

erm.. not to say burden.. but 'xing ku' is i hav to carry my assignment together to this camp.. well, sacrifise my dinner and also my sleeping time on sat night just to finish my assignment lo.. =) but overall.. i am damn happy.. haha.. and chit chatting wif yi chi, rou chien and jia ling they all hav been very fun to me.. wahaha.. n the sharing and the "" person that they share wif me.. haha.. truely nice trip.. too bad i hav to back early.. but mayb next week will see them again.. got to go kss.. might la.. see if i can finish everything ma.. hehe..

this 3 pic was the drawing inside the temple.. nice rite??