cant get to go home after all..

so sad.. cant back home after all.. i really wish can see lil soon wen.. o can call her denise.. i haven seen her yet.. and she is now 12 days old.. haha.. they say she is beautiful and she is like me.. got dimple de.. haha.. should b very sweet.. like me.. =P i really must go home and hav a look at her this wed.. i am surely missing ur class dearest lecturer.. i am so so sorrie.. =P

well, morning hav my audit lecture.. at 1st we were schedule to hav our quiz this morning.. manatau when we reach she told us hav to postpone.. !!!.. dunno wat reaction i wanna gv her la.. sigh.. i read although not really prepared.. and next tues i hav a quiz followed by next mon.. that'a a lot.. but i believe it will pass soon.. without u realising it.. time is like flying now.. then went back home in pj where at 1st planned to go back kajang.. and i miss having great time wif my buddy back in kajang.. at 1st wanna meet them for satay on sunday de.. mean tomolo.. but now.. hav to cancel that plan liao.. yinng, zk.. sherwi.. sorrie.. haha.. will hav chance de.. mayb next next weekend o next week.. see how ok?? love u guys.. muacks..
although i nvr get to go home.. but my parent was caring enough that they came by to pj and pick me up for dinner.. haha.. i know they alwats love me.. mummy brought my fav bananas and also my fav 'dang shui'.. 'hai di yeh'.. haha.. i know mummy must think i would come back this weekend and she purposely cook for me de.. then i didn go back.. sorrie mummy.. i know u love me.. i would think of u when i drink it later..
mummy and daddy dunno wanna bring me go where.. when daddy ask wat i wanted to eat.. i really wanted to eat 'bak kut teh'de.. but i dunno where to get.. haha.. so ended up we went for seafood again.. (where i just had it on wed.. cause ling's b'day).. but this time is diff from the previous de.. dunno wat's wrong wif daddy.. he brought us go eat exclusive restaurant de seafood.. and i hav lobster and japan snail.. haha.. that was nice.. haha.. taken some pic.. but sis haven gv me yet.. naughty sis.. say wan online send to me.. but nudge also didn reply me.. see la.. next time she beg me for help she will get from me.. =P the meal was marvelous.. it was great.. then, after i reach home not long.. cause i forget to bring my phone.. and lian siang msg me asked me out for movie.. so i agree.. haha.. midnight movie.. around 11pm they come pick me and we watch some stupid show call papaya sis.. oh my god.. it's exactly like the movie that i watch wif zk once.. white ghost.. in the end.. we run away from the cinema and we went into another cinema.. and we watch the hell de.. acted by ah gil from twins.. well.. it's not scary as in ghost.. just the sound and also some scene scared me.. haha..
then head home and online lo.. guess wat.. i got an email from him.. i was shock.. but i mean it.. i didn angry at him.. jst me being silly.. wat eva.. everything is a past now.. and i am leading a healthy life.. well, i need more time and courage to let u go my dear.. just gv me some times k?? i will.. i believe that u were once a rainbow in my life.. now.. part of the colour in my life.. u add in lots colour in my life.. that i hav to admit.. no matter whether it was a bright colour o dull colour.. u still add it.. =)
and while i online.. oh my god.. eva.. i really miss u man.. i am so sorrie that i realise that u hav blog only by today.. haha.. that was rather stupid and not sensitive of me.. i am sorrie.. been really bz that i hardly would check friendster.. promise no next time k?? will pay close attention to u.. haha... cause u are one of the closest fren that i dun afford to lose.. n i really mean it.. muacks.. love u.. ~hugs~