why is all this happening to me de??

well, wat a bad day.. at 1st thought coming back to home cause long time didn see my family liao.. thought it would b warm and thought it would b fine.. and thought it would b really happy to get to see lil soon zen.. lil bryan.. but.. who know.. tragedy happen to me again.. why?? why?? why is all this happening to me non-stop.. it's like i owe the whole world thing.. 1st.. i lost xiao qiang's camera.. where there's an amount of money where i need to pay dy.. the camera cost about RM1000.. now.. and today.. i lost my PHONE.. damn.. damn.. the most precious thing in my life.. i cant live without my phone for like a day.. everyone know it.. even if my battery die.. i would keep complain complain and complain.. but now.. it lost.. well, i dun really 'sing tong' about my phone.. but all the contact.. i wan my number back to me.. I WAN IT back..
after all, when i lost it.. i come back.. and i think...
wat is.. mummy didn ask me go buy thing..
wat if.. my sis willing to go down buy herself and i dun hav to go down from the car??
wat if.. i didn come back yest..
wat if.. i didn go fetch my sis back today??
wat if.. mummy planned to go eat kenny roger instead of cooking spagetti??
wat if.. i didn called her take my phone??
haih.. so many wat if appear in my head.. but nothing can b done to rescue that thing i guess.. wat happen is happen.. and it lost.. i cant do anything to get it back anymore.. think the brgiht side.. i would hav a new phone.. well, at 1st really angry wif my sis de.. the phone was just about 3 months old only.. and the new memory stick.. oh my god.. but.. cant do anything la.. mayb it wasn belong to me.. so god take it away from me.. hope the next one will b better la.. so SOON SIEW LI.. u got to pay wat u promise.. wahaha.. if not.. i am going to curse u badly man.. =(
fren.. dun contact me ya?? cause cant get me de.. erm, come my shoutbox and leave me msg instead.. i promise i will check my shoutbox often.. promise.. cause life without phone is definitely misery...
btw, i actually hav fun today de.. just that stupid incident make me bad mood.. make cry and get scolded some more.. luckily daddy didn scold me.. actually expected de.. dunno why.. haha.. okla.. enough of complaining.. =(.. hope tomolo will b a better day...