4th baby??

from jiayi blog.. get to know that nicholas going to hav his 4th baby on feb.. i mean.. as a fans.. i am deadful happy that he will come out wif his new album.. mean i am going to meet him again soon.. but.. again.. i was like.. 3rd album just past le.. again wif the 2nd album a? i mean.. where did i hav all the money a?? i mean if wanna follow ur tour again.. north south east west.. by the end of the tour.. i am going to be so so broke.. then, i am going to hav zero money for his concert dy lo.. haha..
and from jiayi's blog.. i get to know that he might will hav 3 place de concert.. in malaysia, indonesia, and singapore.. i mean.. why indonesia?? he didn even go there promoting his album also.. haha.. if indonesia.. will we go for the concert as well.. i even been thinking if i will go singapore de concert ma.. but think think.. it doesn really worth it rite?? i mean.. where do i find so many money sponsoring for all this le.. work part time also not enough la.. well, work one week hav at least RM260.. but one week i also need to eat de a.. need to spend.. leave for me to save for the concert really won remain a lot de le.. my.. i dunno how i wanna plan my money now.. it was kinda drastic de news.. plus next year de annual dinner.. haha.. i haven find anything to wear yet.. i am going to drop death..
planning that cancel because of nic teo..
1. no shopping in singapore
2. no new bag and purse
3. no SHE and ling yu chung de concert
4. no philip morgan de spec
5. no ori de text book next sem
6. outing next sem: limited movie and sing k and shopping
7. no penang tour
8. no more cosmetic shopping
9. no more nivea day and night whitening cream
oh my.. hav to sacrifise so many.. cause hav to save a lot..a lot unavoidable de expenses.. like present for my grandma.. oh my god.. drop dead now.. =(