stress..worry..

life.. after secondary school will be full of stress and worry ma?? history of stress and worry..

primary school: no stress.. upsr.. like nothing..

secondary school: stress start coming.. pmr.. worry cannot go into stream that u like.. then spm.. lagi worry.. competition.. haha.. scare this scare that.. worry cannot get good result.. cannot enter uni o college..

matric: worry about pngk pulak.. didn get 4.0 cannot get uni that u wish..

uni 1st year till 3rd year: worry about wat?? assignment cannot pass up.. fail and have to retake.. tutorial didn finish.. scare lecturer call ur name.. and scare couldn cover everything when final exam come..

uni final year: scare cannot graduate.. scare graduate dy dun hav job pulak.. sigh.. why life got so many thing to worry??

in uni.. throughout uni: worry.. why got no bf.. when got bf.. will he leave me.. stress when thing couldn finish on time.. worry ur health.. parent.. worry about money.. rental and stuff.. haih..

is everyone also like this?? o it's only me.. but i can see that myself from last time till now.. haha.. how to say ne?? last time i would extra worry about my exam de result de.. i must get 4.0 no matter wat.. straight As if possible.. but now when in uni.. my expectation toward myself drop.. i didn wish myself to get straight As anymore.. but i wish i would actually manage to get good result only.. pngk above 3.0 will be great.. and i wish that i dun hav c.. and i won hav to retake.. then.. worry about friendship pulak.. stress and worry.. can dun come together ma.. sigh..

now.. today: stress regarding to my assignment and presentation.. dunno hav enough time to prepare ma.. very very stress and worry.. couldn get information that i needed for my assignment.. make me very geram.. sigh.. worry about my fren also.. haih.. fighting and fighting.. worry they quarrel.. because of me?? sigh.. then some more wat?? fan.. about the guy.. worry.. dunno i like him o dun like him.. thinking if he like me o dun like me.. sigh.. why is life so many thinking.. everyone when they see my palm.. 1st thing that they told me is.. "wow.. chyeli.. u think a lot le.." sigh.. u think i wan de ma?? LOL..