my grandma

~me n my grandma..~

iafter long time didn back home.. always come home sure spend time talk to my grandma de.. yest didn talk wif her cause my assignment being rejected.. so hav to prepare my assignment.. then tonight hav time.. so when she come watch tv wif her.. then send her to room and sleep.. was sitting there watching her do her stuff.. prepare herself to sleep.. was chatting wif her.. and sudd.. feel i didn do this for long.. and she really old liao.. last last week was the 1st time ever me as her grand daughter i bring her go watch movie.. and she was having great time.. she is old dy lo.. didn bring her go hav fun when she hav the chance le?? think o this.. my heart turn sour.. i really miss having her.. fromsmall i am stick wif my grandma.. i slept wif her since i was a young girl.. when i was young.. till now when i grow older.. she still sleep in my room.. for a period of time she wasn here wif us.. she was sleeping in her own house until recently al her kids hav their own house and no one stay in the old house liao.. she move in and sleep wif us everynight..

until recently i really feel she is lots older.. just now in the room.. we hav a short conversation..

grandma: leg very pain..

chyeli: wat happen?? pain since when??

grandma: pain very long liao.. cannot recover.. pain nvrm.. as long still can walk..

chyeli: (heart very sour).. then why didn go see doc??

grandma: all this where can see doc de.. ur uncle got buy thing home for me to eat so that it will recover..

chyeli: (even heart pain.. feel helpless..) then got eat ma?? still cannot recover ma??

grandma: still the same.. people old liao.. really useless de..

chyeli: (feel very very very bad.. tear at the corner of my eye)

then she went and do her stuff.. i feel so bad.. i like didn do anything for her.. and she having so many sickness.. she like to eat spicy food a lot de.. i know that.. when we were chatting she told me uncle bring her go eat tomyam food.. then she told me she cannot eat spicy de liao.. when eat spicy she eel not comfy.. my heart hurt a lot.. then i told her i bring her go breakfast tomolo k?? ask her to think wat she wanna eat.. i dunno wat can i do.. but i promise myself that time i wanna come home often.. i didn wanna work part time so much liao.. i wanna accompany my grandma.. dunno stil got how many year she will be wif me also de.. i didn wan myself to regret later.. i love my grandma a lots.. work and money can earn again de.. but when grandma is not here.. she cant b alive again.. =(

GRANDMA, I LOVE U!!