TRUST.. gossip..

one sentence that said by my fren.. A SECRET THAT CAN BE KEPT IS ALWAYS A SECRET.. BUT A SECRET THAT CANNOT BE KEPT.. EVENTUALLY IT BECOME GOSSIP.. and i find it true.. very very true.. especially when u are in a society that hav 2 sided face people.. i always believe that when 2 best frens quarrel.. dun just listen to one person story.. thing might be complicated.. but u hav to be fair.. listen both side no matter how close u r wif any one of them.. recently i hav 2 close fren that quarrel.. let say A and B.. i was called by A to 'yam cha' and i listen to her.. then.. i was told by A the whole story and then i listen to B.. well, honestly they quarrel because of a very very small thing.. yet, they quarrel.. my god.. and now.. i couldn even help to fix it.. like i say.. a secret that can be kept is always a secret and when a secret are reveal.. it turn to be gossip.. so, the promise that they hav once.. are broken.. B hav requested A to kept a secret and yet A spread the secret to everyone.. and eventually this secret become gossip.. eventually if it wouldn for this gossip, they could hav be fren back again.. but.. such a close fren can turn to be enemy in just a spilt second wif all fault language coming out and etc.. if this gossip can forever be a secret.. i bet there are a slim chances that they can be back fren.. now.. no chance.. not just because the news being spread out.. it's the TRUST.. even for me.. i couldn accept having a best fren that betray me.. seriously.. i cant.. dun say my uni fren.. just now through msn also.. haha.. get info from someone that they being lie by the fren they made 6 years.. so how to choose who are meant to be someone trustable and it's ur true fren?? how??

Gossip.. something great ma?? why everyone like gossip so much le? i just dun get it.. and i know some people gossip me from my back.. u thought i didn know ma?? i didn wanna say out nia.. i respect u as my fren.. for not wanting to spoilt the friendship we shared.. but if continue like this.. surely there is a day where i cant stand it.. am i someone that like gossip.. i like to know.. and sometime i do tell out people stuff.. and when u say about people.. surely fun la.. but when u become the topic of being gossip.. u are in deep shit man.. u will be hurt.. by everyone around u.. why sudd i write this out.. cause it's my feeling.. i've been having this feeling for few days.. and i hate people talk behind my back.. hate me come in front of me and say la..
SO COME OUT AND SAY IN FRONT OF ME.. DUN HIDE BEHIND MY BACK.. I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE.. I WISH U GET THIS MSG.. WHEN U FEEL GUILTY.. MEAN I AM TALKING ABOUT U.. KANASAI..

jumo.. this is for u.. dun get too upset.. cause it's all because they are girls that being too thick faced and u are someone great that u cared for people feeling which included their though they didn consider urs.. so dun think about them.. u r someone great that deserve to be loved by him.. make sure he is cause if not.. i will kill him.. haha.. and babe.. i am honestly touch when u say i am someone more than sharing nicholas.. haha.. cause.. deep in my heart u are someone more than just going to his activities.. u r my soul mate.. someone i can share just anything.. my interest and everything.. thanks babe for appearing in my life.. though i know i should thank nic for this.. haha..

zk.. i am honestly moody just now.. by bumping u in msn really did cheer my day.. haha.. cause i need u as there are too many hypokrit around me.. sigh..

vicky.. though i know u won read my blog.. i still wanna wish u happy birthday babe.. =)