kena scold and hav to tahan tear really hard.. =(

early morning today go work.. sad.. kena scold pulak.. i did wat i suppose to do.. but dunno why.. still got reason for her to scold me de wo.. when she scold me.. i really 'nan sou' le.. haih.. tear really at the side of my eye le.. but still hav to tahan.. =(
senior say that it might because of him i kena scold by manager.. got such thing de wo.. this is really wat working world is ma?? haih.. damn angry wif the manager la.. senior already check my work on sat before i handed up my work.. manatau the softcopy sudd diff from the one i did earlier.. so kena scold lo.. i really dun un who change it.. sigh..
but glad thing is.. my senior seriously care about me la.. he worry about me.. haha..
then the rest of the senior too.. they know i scare and know i feeling bad.. they trying to make me happy and laugh.. seriously thank u for those senior that helped me.. those that are selfish.. i really dun care la.. i live my way.. but when i did something correct.. dun la make me sad.. i mean.. if i did something wrong scold me nvrm le.. but if frame me like that.. please la.. stop this kinda politic.. I HATE IT..