mixture of feeling..

working wasn something fun also.. haha.. was thinking if i suitable wif working life.. hehe.. few things come into my mind this few days..

1. work lo.. haha.. but thing got better.. feel happy to hav a responsible senior.. he treat me very nice.. haha.. even when he dun hav to ot and i hav ot he stay for the sake of me.. haha.. cool rite?? though at working hour he leave me alone in this office.. but nvrm la.. because of this i learn to b independent.. i should b proud dun i?? even jiayi also say i should b proud le.. haha.. i learn a lot.. learn from other senior.. though sometime they reluctant to teach me.. but i still hav to b thick face ask them to teach me de.. =) next week might bear wif the rish of going out wif the manager.. and they all say she very fierce de le.. so i also scare when i hear this.. sigh.. haha.. i start knowing wat i should do.. wat i shouldn do.. wat i should say and wat i shouldn say le.. gambateh chyeli o.. =) seriously thanks for u guys that cheer for me.. i appreciate it.. believe it a not.. it like an extra energy helping me to boost up my spirit and confident o.. that is why i always say fren support very important.. haha..

2. something happen to my family.. it was not so convinient for me to disclose it here.. and i just know the matter today and it make me damn worry.. worry of the person involved.. anyhow this matter is their personal matter and i think it wasn appropriate for me to write it out here ritE?? =) though i wish i hav the locked up thing like yumo hav.. haha..

3. relationship.. finally he ask me the question that i doubt for long.. was i happy when i hear that question?? haha.. i didn even know the answer myself.. i think a lot.. i admit.. will think if he suitable for me la.. will he hurt me like my ex?? will it b long lasting and stuff.. others might tell me that i could give it a try.. since no harm.. but trying mean.. u didn like.. rite?? i dunno la.. but sometime wat he do o say touched my heart also de.. haih.. relationship is the most 'fan' the part le.. haha.. add in more fan is i got special feeling toward other guy.. not love o like la.. just special feeling.. haha.. =) cannot write here o.. cause he is a fren of a fren.. later bocor.. die le.. haha..

4. mother's day.. sorrie mummy i couldn b home cause i working.. i will replace it next week k?? i promise.. =)

despite all the prob and 'fan nao' i finally realise i hav a bunch of caring frens.. frens i made since small till now.. all categories of fren.. those that leave msg in my blog la.. those that did something special to me in msn.. and those that msg me and call me.. wow.. i am definitely touch.. sometime i do feel lonely.. but i feel lucky too.. haha.. thanks guys.. i seriously like the concept of jug that someone offer me to spill all my unhappiness.. u know who u are.. i am proud to hav u as my bestest twin sis.. wahaha..
zk.. i miss u le.. where is my email a?? stop writting to me le ma?? though i tired but i still check everyday wishing u will mail me back de.. but nvr hav news about u since u start studying for exam le.. =(
this pic below le.. send by another good mate from singapore.. knowing me having tough time.. send me a pic of nic wif pile of letter and among the letter there is one belong to me and she highlight it.. haha.. wat a cute fren i hav.. =)