very sad and stress de working day

wat happen today in my working environment le??

the truth of the story.. there are 5 trainees in the audit firm.. and everyone will hav a senior.. and the 1st day everyone was guided by their senior.. actually should say.. everyone was guided by their senior everyday.. only me.. the unlucky one.. my senior hav to go do audit for other firms.. and he couldn bring me along as the car is full and i hav stuff that could b done by he is away.. so while he is away i did the stuff that he gav me which is yest.. and i finish before noon.. and by noon.. the manager gav me a company and ask me to do the company.. the whole audit set.. which pressure come.. but i still do.. nvrm..
by today.. the 3rd day.. i manage to finish the company.. the whole audit report.. i did it with other seniors guidance.. and i even type my own report.. ok.. that was the 2nd day.. today.. i need to finalise my company de report i need something called 'statutory audit..'.. but i cant hav it since it is in jalan ipoh.. so i told the manager.. and.. serious stuff happen..
1. i didn know until late at night when i was going back wif ling.. she told me that my senior kena scold by my manager..
why? cause of the 'stat audit' someone is assign to do the stat audit by the someone forget.. and the manager called and scold my senior and she was harsh that she ask my senior dun come work if he dun wan too.. my senior cry le.. he is someone wif great knowledge and great experience.. a guy being hurt so bad by a woman.. worse is.. today is my senior's birthday.. it make my heart even more sour..

beside this incident.. continue back wif my day.. i completed the company she gav.. then i help finalising other company de audit report.. doing skeleton.. some test and photocopy.. then key in data.. until sudd.. i was called by manager.. she asked me to do wat?? another company.. bigger company wif complicated stuff.. was i stress??

1. i only learn about p&l adjustment.. then balance sheet how?? i dunno le..
2. i am the only trainee that do all this.. company by my own without anyone to guide me.. WHY??
3. my senior is not around.. who am i suppose to depend on??
4. other senior wanna teach dun wanna teach like that.. say half didn say half.. how le??
5. until 9pm.. another senior (A) come to me say wat i hav done is wrong.. totally wrong.. and the step is teach by one of the senior (B) there.. and who will going to be scold if the audit report is pass to manager.. my senior.. that is not wif me because he is bz wif his audit.. even when he is not teaching me.. reasonable??
6. stupid n selfish senior around me.. this senior (C) was so selfish that she didn wanna teach anyone stuff.. i was so angry at her.. she was just beside me and i just ask her something small.. she ask me.. u go ask senior (B) la.. oh my god.. i couldn believe it.. but i guess this is real life..

there are time when they are nice too la.. just.. i dunno la.. i only know i find my senior very nice.. but i can say some senior very nice.. only certain selfish de.. like those that guide me when my senior is not there.. and not those that bossing me around.. didn wanna teach me but wan me to help her wif her work.. so sick of this type of person.. wait people teach me.. then when i know dy.. she used me.. AARRRGG..

i am seriously stress.. one thing is all other trainees didn hva this experience yet.. sigh.. i think i really some comfort and advice everyday to make my hormone balance.. if not i think i can go gila le.. =( i called my mum straight after i come back from work.. and i cried on the phone complaining to my mum.. i just feel stress and sad.. this is wat people called as reality of life..

seriously when i am sad.. thank yumo and jumo coming in and save me.. haha.. i need such medicine everyday to avoid me from getting crazy.. =( must come save me everyday dearest yumo and jumo.. haha..

~yumo say she draw me.. somehow when i saw this pic.. i feel better.. happy..~