freedom go where liao??

yest my jumo told me something unbelievable.. something i didn wanna know.. something so hurting.. now only i know that we didn actually hav freedom to write wat we wan in our blog.. need to hide here n there.. izn this some where that i could actually express wat ever i think i wan?? so wat if i write how i feel here?? u going to sue me?? if i mean to destroy ur image i am going to write it clearly here who did all this to me.. so now i didn write mean?? i protecting myself ma?? i just wanna "prepare a nice road for u to get down the stage" (people usually say this in chinese)
now i understand wat people mean by it's hard to build a good reputation but it is easy to destroy one.. when people start talking bad about u.. i felt pity for u despite all the hard work u hav actually done for everything.. i even try to forget all the unbiased thing n i still giv u respect.. it was hardly for me to believe that u actually say u hate us.. we already dun mind being substitute for somebody during event that they didn show up.. n this is the return we get?? i dun need any reward o anything.. just dun be so fake in front of me.. i dun like that.. i know.. i cant do anything.. despite so many thing u hav said out.. i won believe much.. i only believe my eye.. saying that someone read our blog n got mad about it?? sorrie la.. i dun believe that.. she is not such a lady.. u think she is u a?? she dun hav such time to actually b angry wif our blog.. please.. stop making such drama in front of me.. u can influence others but not me.. saying us influencing others.. haha.. this is even more unbelievable.. just because i didn act like other polishing ur shoe u did this to us?? stop dreaming as in my whole life until the day i die.. i promise i won do that.. i won do this now.. i won do this in the future as well.. NEVER.. so if u reading my blog.. u know who i meant.. like wat people say in malay.. "siapa yang ter-makan cili, dia yang terasa pedas".. u r most welcome to read my blog..
wow.. after saying out evrything.. seriously feel better now.. taking so much time to digest yest night.. but dun worry.. i am NOT GOING TO TAKE ANY ACTION.. i will just be chyeli.. i am just not evil enough.. =)
the most important should be the friendship ba.. i believe this friendship will hold us forever despite anything.. timw will show us who is the one that sincere to us.. =)