tears..

dunno wanna use wat suitable word to express how i felt today.. seriously it would b nice if i could go out wif jumo today.. but ended we didn hang out.. cause due to the time concern where she need to do something in the noon and i need to work in the eve.. i cried this noon.. things getting better.. i cried for a good cause i guess.. i nvr felt such relief after crying for a long time.. whenever i cry nowaday it will leave a big hole in my heart.. but today.. it giv me a sense of relief.. where it really felt great.. i couldn thank u for spending the precious time wif me comforting me and telling me wat i should believe.. mayb i was covered by my own selfishness that there are lots thing i couldn see.. all i did wat thinking of myself..
u make me realise that when people are down.. we tend to be veyr selfish and will only think of the -ve aspect.. we hardly would even try to find excuses for the person that currently being blame and we will just giv him o her the punishment which in the 1st place he o she just dun deserve it.. this is wat i call the real world.. this is wat i called the misunderstanding..
this phrase always come from u, when there is a place full of women.. the place is full of gossip.. haha.. why a?? but i just it's the women nature?? doesn it??
people that i hav hurt before.. i sincerely say i am sorrie.. and i really didn mean it.. i didn mean any of the hurting.. it just tat i was too angry o mayb i was too disappointed wif anything.. i didn know through wat i blogged.. i could actually hurt people feeling.. it make me re-consider the freedom in writting a blog.. well, i could say that if i find someone scolding me in her o his blog.. definitely i will feel unhappy as well.. i didn know this person i am referring as H is actually hate me o by rumour.. which i seriously hope it was a rumour.. i know before getting any clarify i shouldn talk bad about u.. since i haven clear the mess wif u.. i still hav doubt on u.. treat people wif honesty is wat i am doing all this while.. i hope people will treat me the same and won act 2 faces wif me.. can u guys promise me??
why izzit so hard to get along wif anyone?? cant everyone make fren wif their heart??

thanks yumo for showing me the 'lovely picture of yours..' to cheer me up.. u manage to heal me.. and thanks zk for telling things that i wanted to hear.. u really can see through me.. which is a good thing.. i am imagining to hug u.. wif my pillow.. haha.. hug shin chan a while ya?? when u read this post..

and thanks jumo for being my love consultant yesterday... u make me realise a lots of stuff and i am going to work hard on the advise u give.. i am going to be a great girlfriend.. =)

i need to get out from my circle.. guys & girls.. faster date me will ya??