starting to miss last time a lot.. sometime wan me to spare some time out seriously is not that easy anymore compare to last time.. mayb because i hav to study n work in the same time n i hav to blog and maintain my blog and everything?? dun say keeping in touch wif frens.. even wif bf also got no time.. studying from mon till fri.. then on sat n sun i am working.. last time still hav entertainment where i will actually go watch movie o sing k o shopping every week.. that was a must.. but rite now mayb once in a month.. and i hav to really really squeeze my time to find out that time to do so.. i was seriously tired.. sometime at some point i seriously wanna giv up working.. but i didn take money from my family since a year ago.. if i stop working now mean i hav no fund at all to support myself.. my car.. my accomodation.. my daily living.. n not to say.. i hav to hav those money to support my idol..
if not, where my money come from for the cd n dvd..
if not where all the money come from to travel to the place where he will b having his event..
at one point i wanna enjoy my life a lot.. but at a point.. i didn wanna take money from my parent anymore.. i hav the ability.. but that was seriously too tiring.. i miss having time for frens and family.. working really eaten up all my time.. despite wif that i hav to catch up wif my study and everything.. when i spend my time for entertainment.. i hav to stay up late for my homeworks.. my study.. which make me look so old for sleeping so late.. god.. I AM GETTING OLD.. help.. how i wish i dun hav to work and hav money..
how i wish i dun hav to study and score great result..
how i wish i hav more time for everyone so that no one i would neglect..
how i wish i hav more time so that i wouldn hav to choose who is more important and who is not..
how i wish i hav more time..
how i wish i would not be so tired so easily..
most important is, HOW I WISH THAT A DAY IS MORE THAN 24 HOURS!!
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