back to my blog...

this is the longest period i hav ever abandoned my blog.. haha.. and now i am back.. back from my one and holiday.. BALI.. will blog about it later.. but blogging of it might be a lil boring for u guys as i didn hav much picture wif me.. most of them taken wif my frens camera.. haha.. but will blog for memory and like a diary.. =)
well, today wanted to blog because today somehow is idol's birthday and somehow i a lil miss him.. haha.. well, counting back the time.. it's been a while since i meet him.. well, mayb there are some reason that might make me not so enjoyable attending his stuff but anyhow he is still my one and only idol and i definitely will support him.. =) happy birthday!!
somehow i seem to miss a big part of my life.. many things i wish to do but people seem to not welcome me doing it.. didn know why i envy wif people and jealous of others.. i didn understand why i would hav this feeling also.. i didn know if people purposely dun like me or i think too much.. it's like i hav make them angry or what.. which make my heart very sour.. well, wat was behind the stpry wasn so suitable for me to voice it here.. just i hope thing will get better..
somehow today is idol's birthday and i somehow really miss all the princesses.. it's been pretty long since i really see them.. didn manage to see siewying when she come over.. and didn get to attend idol's event because i wasn feeling well on sun and i didn hav plannong to go genting.. well, anyway.. hope can really see u guys soon.. take care pals..