back to reality

everything back to normal.. back to school.. back to work.. back to ajang.. back to reality.. wat happen to grandma indeed is a fact that we cant change.. we hav to accept that i guess.. just gambateh chyeli.. new life is coming.. well, graduating soon.. life as not student is calling me.. indeed.. i dun feel like student anymore.. well, probably because of the part time work i hav andi work more..
suprisingly, after wat happen to my grandma, i still get to celebrate cny.. but things bad for grandpa as he cant celebrate and he is alone.. and the promise i didn manage to realise to my grandma i promise myself that i will bring my grandpa out like wat i did to my kajang grandma.. bring him out more often and dun let him feel lonely.. must make sure he feel he is not alone..
well, this year cny, beside sad grandma will not be here.. this year most of my friends came back.. we hav eva, yen min and zk to celebrate together.. cant wait actually. mayb cause seldom meet dy la.. so gather wif them is moments i will appreciate.. who know i might go oversea soon too.. rite?? =)

shocking news i got just now is nic's dad is admitted to hospital for stroke.. well, pray for his dad.. it feel aweful.. i know wat it feel since it happen to my grandma just months ago.. pray hard.. nothing we can do beside praying.. serious.. that is wat i feel..