it's been a while

i am like disappearing from the real world suddenly.. this all because this few days i didn hav internet connection because i am staying wif a bunch of selfish housemate.. well, i always know that it might not be such a good choice to stay wif people u dunno.. but somehow u might make some frens out of it rite?? but i didn manage to make frens wif them cause they were those that 'mind no one business'.. it's not that it wasn a good thing.. but it annoy people when u ask people to pay for everything but u didn giv a damn of people facilities.. like internet.. water supply and everything.. i am tolerant enough because i am staying in my own room and i won be using ur kitchen for anything.. and i won be using others area except for my own room and the toilet.. so wat ever u wanna do u just keep on wif it.. but do think of other people la.. like we do pay rent.. instead of keeping the internet urself, dun u think u should care about others people too?? we also wish that we could use the internet connection.. rite?? we pay for it?? i cant imagine how their washing machine going to be because this fella that i am staying wif arent someone that like clean stuff.. so mean i am so so expose to illness and viruses.. u will faint if u step into the kitchen.. i will that the picture and upload here one day.. hope they won sue me due to privacy prob.. i hav the right to blog rite??
beside that, i hav a brand new year ahead.. i hope everything could go just fine.. i mean things wif my grandma?? and also everything.. i won pray for much.. but could u please let her celebrate chinese new year wif us?? i didn wan her to go just like this.. i feel sad when i hear my mum's voice on the phone.. and it was the 1st time i see my mummy cry in front of me.. so hard.. it hurt.. in my heart.. i just wish she hav a healthier body.. and it would certainly be my main 2009 wishes.. though i made some other wishes too.. please.. will u bless her??
after having break for so damn long.. now i am finally in the beginning of my 2nd sem of my final year.. after this sem i am graduating.. oh my god rite?? it is too fast rite?? i know.. i notice that too.. that i am getting old.. oh my god.. but that is life.. and people go older by second..
i hope this new year could be a great year ahead.. i didn wanna miss any second of my life.. and i know i hav to start making decision of the path i should take in the future.. please bless me that i will make great decision..
i will be shifting soon... away from this selfish people.. pray for me.. cause it must be a nightmare staying here... cause my room hav leaking prob as well.. god.. help..