this question keep appear in my mind this few days.. somehow i believe when they pass away they dun hav their soul anymore.. erm, i didn know why i hav this thinking.. all that in my mind was that when someone die, the person just disappear forever from this world and nvr going to hav their stand or their soul in this world anymore.. erm, mean that i somehow dun believe that when we die we will re-born? somehow when we reborn i guess we wouldn be the same person anymore.. might not be person also rite?? well, this is my thinking..
all this become more clearer when i attended grandma ceremony.. all the burning about houses and also maids and money.. did they really exist?? i mean if let say they hav life after dead, why do we need to burn all this for them?? and will they really get that when we burn them?? like wat we see in movie all the movie about ghost?? where they get stuff that we burn for them?? lol.. i actually dun quite believe.. didn know why le.. haha.. mayb i am really a free-thinker ba.. i dun believe all this anymore.. but still belief is a belief.. ritual is a ritual.. i guess i must honour and also respect..
still remember people always ask if u scare of dying.. now i can say.. i am.. like today when we burn grandma's body.. can she feel it?? can she feel we burning her?? all this i guess is an answer that i get the exact answer rite?? no one will giv me the answer i guess.. NO ONE.. except when i die in the future??
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