before this i was very angry at you. i thought that:
you do not care for everyone
you make everyone angry
you were mean to everyone around you
you make everyone disappointed at you
you were taking advantage at people's good
and the everyone especially include my pass away grandma. so during the funeral and before she die. i really hate you. you make people angry yet grandma love you like nobody. taking care of you and everything. paying for you, saving for you and everything. now that she die, part of it i really relate it to you. cause of you she didn dare to buy nice food put at home cause you will steal them, didn dare to spend more money because she know you might will need it in the future. didn go anywhere because she was worry you might couldn take care of yourself. so at the end, you think what have you been contributing to my grandma that worth her treating you so nicely and worth dying for you?? nothing.. so during the funeral, i hate you till the maximum..
but when i back home this weekend, somehow the feeling of sorrie come.. grandma pass away gave a great impact to you i guess.. because of ur attitude, the rest of your family member insist that they should not treat you nice as when they treat you nice, you take them for nothing.. that them for granted. i agree with what they say, so what if they were your sibling? since you only treat them nice when you need their help and being rude to them when you need?? why will i feel pity for such bastard.. i seriously didn know why i hav this feeling. i should hav hate you. but when i see you quarreling with the rest and no one stand beside you.. i feel sorrie.. i really do.. reason for feeling sorrie...
you cant take care of urself. when i step into the home, like long time didn wash the floor, house got no water and everything
you dun hav enough money to support yourself. being about 40years old..
u cant even hav a job to afford you to live in this world
you messed up your relationship with all your belovedyou do not have friends around you.. do not have to mention close frenyou do not have gf
you do not have anything
house were given to you by my grandma.. your car was paid by my grandma.. everything was about my grandma.. now that she's dead.. your life seem dead as well.. terrible..for the sake of urself can u please wake up and dun let people disappointed at you? can you please do something that you wont be look down by ur sis? dun always think of getting rich.. just easily maintaining your life would be fine enough wouldn it?though u might not being able to read what i write here.. but u do need to be strong for urself before you ruin ur life. it's not like you dun understand that life is short rite?
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saw ur status updated at facebook also...u can do nothing rite?hmm,i guess may be he's very comfortable for who is him for over 40years n he c no way to change it...so we can also do nothing to change if he himself dunwan to change.
i dun think he is comfy.. it just that he think everyone owe him and should help him.. that is why he didn give a damn in anything.. cause he thought people will help him eventually.. i dun understand this.. ya.. i like the last line.. we cant do anything if he himself didn wanna change.. we can save him either.. that is why from hate.. i feeel sorrie for him..
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