working for myself or working for others??

after working for only 3 days, i didn know if i was working for myself or working because of others.. well, thos question come to me when the boss actually ask this.. well, she might hav suspected that i might will leave one day.. but that was a shocking question when she adress to me if i was working because of myself or because of others.. then i think.. but i didn know the answer.. originally i try this because i wanna see if this position or this type pf work suitable for me a not.. then, i was thinking, why not since he willing to take me though i hav to go class few days.. and i dun hav tp work on sat n sun.. well, the pay might be slightly low but it is almost similar to the job i was doing in oneU.. just his one more flexi and i dun hav to work during the weekend..
then, question come when i wanna prove myself to people that think i wouldn be able to make it.. so this motivate me where i wanna challenge myself to prove that i am not that weak.. i didn know if i am silly.. but i become confuse.. didn know what i wan.. this few day, though it was short.. it make me think a lot.. wat kind of direction i wan my life to b.. i am so so blur.. but anyway.. i got to add oil.. i must think deep.. i hope i will like this work and enjoying it after a while.. so cheeer chyeli.. nothing is impossible i guess.. but of course i wanna try working for myself instead of working for the sake of others..