Sunday, April 5, 2009

feeling lonely after working.. is it my problem or it's how's life?

after really starting to get involved in work.. i could seriously swear that i feel very lonely.. didn know it was because of my job scope or because i am someone that think too much and once in a bluemoon i will feel extreme lonely.. what time of person am i?
sometime i would wake up all night thinking that i am lonely and i should get someone to accompany me or something? and despite being surrounded by my beloved family everyday i will still feel lonely.. so is the problem with me or because it's the nature of life?
sometime i think i am crazy for couldn sleep in the middle of the night and feel like crying and automatically without few second ur tear start streamng down?? i didn know if anyone have this feeling.. but really recently.. most recent incident.. i really have this feeling. espeically this few weeks.. after i really get my head into working..
mayb because the work i currently do is sales and all i do is meet customers and clients and i dun any other partner working with me that could share and listen to me.. i only hav boss and lady boss.. that is the reason i feel lonely? i bet that wasn.. haha..
yinng: to make it clear.. i didn seek love from male la.. i was just feeling lonely and wanted love and i could assure u i didn wan any bf so soon in near future.. i just dun wan this feeling bother me by waking up in the middle of the night and couldn get back to sleep.. i miss u u know who u are.. =(

2 comments:

Paupau said...

i have similar situation with you too.though it's not working,just that sometimes after hanging out with friends,i'll still feel a bit lonely.but things like this,it won't last long,so try not to think about it and affect your life o.. :)

chyeli said...

pauline: i guess i know what u trying to say.. it was just when i wanted to post something this feeling appear.. instead of posting my daily life.. i posted something about my feeling.. =)