back to reality

it's been about weeks i last drop my words here.. it's been a while.. a rough time too.. i was away for 2 weeks on business.. challenging yet tiring.. it wasn easy to drive ourself alone out there even to places like teluk intan, ipoh and penang.. it was a great challenge.. i thought i was going to fail on this attempt.. might need to back early and report to my boss but i did it despite the challenging part..
now that i am back.. 1st thing i am going to do is learn on how to change a puncture tyre.. man, i hav a puncture tyre on my way to teluk intan and it was kinda sad as i was alone and i didn hav the knowledge on changing it.. when i saw my tyre was puncture.. the 1st thing i did was cried.. haha.. mayb a lot of u guys might be laughing at me rite now but that was the 1st thing i did.. i open my boot at 1st trying to figure what should i do.. but when i didn sucesssfully take out the tyre from it place.. my tear start coming.. wei, i was alone in a strange place with no one around me ok.. what should i do?? okla.. back in car.. finish crying then calm down.. then look around see if i could get help.. u know la.. nowaday dunno is good guy or bad guy when u see them on the street.. then saw there is a car service shop right in front.. think.. it should be ok for me drive a while more to reach the shop i guess.. so i drove there.. ask the foreman help me change.. thought it would cost me fortune since i come far away.. but the young man is great.. he didn charge me anything and i am really grateful.. thanks for looking after me god.. this is all i could say..
apart from that.. nothing more challenging show up.. apart of being in a foreign place and u cant look for a direction.. but that is still acceptable compared with the tyre puncture case.. so grateful.. thanks god..
and now that i have come back to kl.. with the pressure everywhere and my mum's disapproval on this job.. i gave in my resignation letter today.. going to work till end of this month only.. and i am aimless and with no direction.. got to figure out what i should do before really deciding.. with my mum disapproval on a lot of job scope.. i guess i have to decide what type of job that could secure and giv my mum confident to work on.. and what i wan provide such 'an chuen gan' toward mum??