sometime i really envy those foreigner that could say 'i love you' easily.. to who ever they want.. but why izzit so hard for us malaysian?? why cant we say as easily as them?? why cant we have those kiss goodbye and all the expression of feeling??
unexpress love cause us not close to each other.. plus it created a big fuss from the problem as well.. when we didn say those loving letter.. misunderstanding such as we dun care and etc arise.. but big problem that we malaysian have is studborn.. everyone wan face and everyone didn wanna make the 1st move.. i am not saying other people.. this everyone included myself.. i always wanted to express my feeling to those beloved one.. but it seem a lil hard for me to voice out.. whenever it come close to my lip, my heart automatically lock it and keep it back into my heart..
i wanna let u guys know i care.. i love.. i just.. didn know why i couldn say so.. =( people say i am warm hearted.. but.. why cant i make it to those i love most?? i could actually blogged here telling how much i love them.. yet i couldn say to them face to face.. shit man.. how i something wish they will read my blog.. how i wish those i care and love know how much they meant to me.. how much i wanted them to know that i care and love them a lot.. i wanna say out loud.. i love.. i care.. and i wanted to say it loudly to those i care and love.. but where is the courage? how can i find them??
3 comments:
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we do not have to potrait wat we r not actually. but yea i agree with u. asian is a bit more conservative. tats y. tats our root. unless u were brought up differently in other place la. :)
Its the self arrogance that hides inside us without we ourselves knowing it. and because of this, we misses lots of chances to tell the love ones how much we love them.
yinng: haha.. i understand de.. just i wish we have some of that flow in our blood..
cally: i agree actually.. cause this self arrogance make us really miss lots of opportunity
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