i didn really into seeking job recently.. but i know that this is something that i should start doing..despite that i am not so clear with the direction i am suppose to take for my future.. perhap i hear too many opinion and all this opinions keep circulating in my mind objecting me from taking any action.. anyhow, what eva action i have decided to take, all the advises i hav taken from experienced people keep auto-rewinding in my head.. i once tell myself.. just do what u wan god damn it.. but somehow, all the courage disappear when it's time for me to make my decision..
or perhap it's me that didn wanna find a job.. i didn wanna start working and i didn wanna move into new stage.. izzit because of me? this few silent weeks give me some times to think.. well, a lot of things that i am going to miss starting from the last day of my uni.. and i realise that rapid changes of the changing environment i hav around me.. place and people.. i notice friends around me change too.. i am afraid to start a new life as i hav the fear of losing my current life.. this is something bad about me.. think things that haven happen... before i could help people, i think i need people helping me..
hope i will be better after the vacation.. HELP!!
i miss u u know.. =(
2 comments:
hey gal..how thing is going now?
All the best ya^^
miss you=p
i miss u too.. thing are good.. just sometime u tend to think a lot.. =)
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