family day

thanks to raya, i can spend time with my family and can see improvement between my parent. mayb year back i do spend time with them during raya. but the feeling is totally diff. i can say i teasure the time now. we didn really do much. i wake up and watch movie. daddy lie beside me and mummy sewing at the back. then daddy drive my car for service i wake my sis and we went to pick my dad before leaving to grandma's house. then they say wanna go eat lunch, so we drive back and pick my mum and my bro. it's really a simple thing and a short while of gathering. but it is enough to crave deep memories in my heart. i miss the family time, outing.. i really do.. i hate being a grown-up.. really... i do.... being grown-up.. i can feel that i am losing this family in a way.. the feeling i hav last time, the close feeling i have last time, somehow slowly it disappear..