Tuesday, October 13, 2009

dreams

is dream something for us to pass time or dream is something that motivate me going further.. chasing it..
somehow when i tell people today what my dream is in the future.. people are saying i dream too much and think too much.. that my dream were not going to come true.. when i was highly motivated wanted to achieve that dream of my life.. and when people come telling u.. save the dream as it is not going to come true.. my heart feel bad.. and the confident level drop..
mayb my dream wasn as big as others like becoming a millionaire.. marrying rich people.. having big houses or big car.. but that is still a dream.. it's not an expensive dream.. it's not a dream most people wan.. but it is a dream at least i wan for now.. i wanna be an extraordinary woman.. different than others and explore more about myself, countries, cultures and people..
going to study and finish my acca in this 3 years time.. this is my dream now... probably others will start saying studying part time is not easy.. taking acca is not easy.. can fail so damn many times.. 3 years might be just not enough.. but as i said that is my dream.. i hope people could start encouraging me.. supporting me.. instead of decreasing my confident level.. by end of this year, i think i am going to start studying whether i am doing this alone or with companion, i wish i could do it.. though i am not so good in studying, still i dun wish to fail in any of the paper.. by that time, i think i should say a lil goodbye to my entertainment life.. =)
when i achieve this dream of mine.. i will start sharing what is my next step.. =)
to achieve my dream that currently resting in my head.. i guess i need a full 20 years in doing it... haha.. keep going chyeli.. =)

3 comments:

Paupau said...

if those people aren't supporting you,i'll support you! you'll never know,if you never try. :)

chyeli said...

thanks pal... that mean a lot as i have to start dealing with all this kind of people..

Paupau said...

just continue to be tough.take their negative comments to strengthen your determination.i'm fighting for my dream as well,so let's do it together. :)