how nice to be kid...

most of the girl at my age will definitely say they dun like taking care of kids and say they won know how to handle a kid, but for me, i really love kids and i can spend most of my time with them... just to make them happy and having them hugging me in return and kissing me on my cheek feel just so nice... feel everything i did earlier where just so worthy though it exchange with sweat and feeling wear off later on..
of course the 2 kids i am sharing below aren my own kids la.. they are my cousin.. haha.. much much younger cousin with the biggest age gap.. well, when i bring them out, obviously people will think that they are my kids instead of my cousin cause i am old now.. haha..
now that i am an adult, of course i will think back to the time when i am still a youngest... but if u ask me to dig out my childhood memory, except for all the bad things that i have did before this, i dun remember any of the memory i have during the childhood.. bad things i did really memalukan de lar.. won say it loud here geh... will spoilt my reputation lar.. come ask me yourself.. you will be shock to know that i will do something like that.. haha..

~beloved cousin sis, denise~

~beloved cousin bro, bryan~

not just saja wanna post their pic lar.. but i just love kid.. just somehow wanted to tell the wholewide world how i wanted to be a mother but i didn wanna get married.. haha.. after seeing so many broken marriage, i am kinda phobia of wanting to get married, plus now i really believe what old people say, "having child can tie your husband".. ya.. husband definitely will stay with u for the sake of ur child but not because they love you.. and i seen enough... being in such a miserable situation, it's just bad for the mum, the dad and even the kids.. i didn wanna have my child grow up in such an environment..

of course i do hope i have a companion now and in the future.. having someone to love and to be loved by someone of course is something great.. but saying of forever loving, i didn know how many couple actually have this with them.. at least 9 out of the 10 couple around me i confirm dun have.. have experience being in love, loving someone and being loved by someone.. that is more than enough.. if i were to get my prince in the future then getting married might will come to the picture...

but at least for now, i know that if i didn get married, i will have my own child.. even if it's adopt or even if it's me being pregnant with the new scientific method.. =)

LOVING kids....