good news??

i am not even sure if this new is good or bad.. if it is such a great news, how come i am not so happy with it? interacting with people have been a skil i hardly use when i start working in the company i am working rite now.. i am merely listening and hardly talking.. well, of course people will talk behind my back?? should i care?? i didn giv a damn at all..
were guessing about my job rotation last 2 weeks i think.. been in dilemma as they might shift my position again.. well, whether it will be promotion or the same title is different story.. today got panic as i saw HR advertising my title in the job street.. which mean someone is replacing me?? i mean they won be 2 person having the same position when my executive is leaving.. is this mean i will be moving to that position? yet it did not really make me happy thinking about it.. staying in this position can be quite boring and bz at certain level of time but i was under the accountant supervision where i feel that i will learn more about the company finance. moving to different position i might lose such chances which i hope i still have the opportunity to learn from the accountant.. (finger crossing.. my ambition is to be an accountant.. i didn wan slow and steady.. wanna learn thing faster than people.. that is where i need to gab opportunity when i see them..)
supposingly i should be really happy since i am quite new here.. half a year working experience and i will get switch to a different position.. but how come i my heart feel uncertain.. AT ALL...