miss ya..

didn know if the fren of mine remember giving me a monkey (doll) on my 18th birthday together with a balloon written 'happy birthday' on it? it was merely a joke as everyone kinda treating me like a baby that time.. and i was away for matriculation programme for a year.. haha..
this fren of mine went to further her career in aussie.. deep down i know i won't miss her that much but still will do.. probably she is right about that part where i will miss her more.. probably it is because i dun have so many people to miss like her =P
was on conversation with the other fren that was about to leave to the same country as she is, she remind me that i have this little monkey from her when i was 18. so now the little monkey is beside my bed.. all this while the monkey is kept inside a cupboard where my friend claim me real cruel.. ya, so now it is safely lying on my bed reminding me of the dearest friend when i wanna sleep..

fren,
i know things gonna be real different.. especially since now everyone start having her own life moving toward her goals and ambition, and i know it won stop us from keeping in touch.. cause u are kinda sentimental urself though u look cool.. haha.. u are so going to beat me if you were actually sitting right beside me =) just i kinda manage to accept the wording.. "life change"

miss u dearly.. not only u.. but lots others.. i miss the time all ~us~ can be together.. as cny come nearer it make me miss everyone even more.. cause each year cny most of the ~us~ will be around.. but this time, non-of-u-guys are here with us.. only leave few of us =( it make me not so looking forward for it anymore.. =P