today is the 6th day grandma got her stroke. Yesterday, we discharge her from Kxxxxx Hospital and now transfer her to Txxx Sxxx Hospital. Grandma seem to be more comfortable now with the new hospital treatment and the facility. Sis say she heard grandma try to say 3 words but she cannot catch what she is trying to say. Dunno why, i felt happy immediately that she try to speak though no one heard anything. Cause she is simply showing the sign that she is improving. Daddy too say that her right hand started to have the ability to move. (Previously she can only move her right hand and right leg)
I know grandma is trying hard. The other day when i was at the hospital with grandma. She try to move her left leg. I try to calm her down to ask her to give herself sometime. Indeed, my grandma did not wanna listen. She is "DEGIL".. Seeing her that way make my heart feel bad. Tear just come out automatically. I know how much it might hurt my grandma if she were to see that i was crying. So everytime i try to hold back. I remember the worst is when i wanted to help her change her diaper, she didn want us to help and keep trying to push me and sis away. that was when me and my sis cry out loud. with the hissing sound some more. think back, i think it might hurt my grandma feeling a lot too.
well, enough with the old sad memory. Grandma did show some improvement and will be introducing her to acupuncture today. Will see how well she progress later. Now i finally understand what people saying by, we dont need anything special or someone do anything to make us smile from heart. instead a miracle like this given by god to us is something that brighten our life for a while =) it give us the light to show us that there is hope.
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