am i suddenly glad that i am not in a relationship yet? if not, i will have to add in another life, life as a girlfriend. well, i know those that i write out on the title is life that most of the people in this world that are having. this is just the way chye li been dealing with it =)
part time student
i have only joined 2 classes so far. one class = 3 hours. well, due to limited time, the class/lesson is packed. information been loading into us non-stop like a machine. well, after working for the whole day, brain seem to jam a little, harder to receive additional information. But part time student is like that la.. definitely got to work and study at the same time. must really be discipline. must really put effort into studying, revising. and it is really not fooling around ler.. will i have the willpower? no one know. dream and think or plan, everyone also can do it.. but to be successful, we must do what we have been planning. So, gambateh is the word for myself.
full time worker
well, people always say i am silly to stick with this company. salary that they offer or give me did not actually match with my qualification and knowledge. easily with my experience and knowledge, i could get much higher than the salary that i am having now. i tell people that i see potential in this company. now i am sincerely asking myself to think deeper, am i really think this company have future potential, or am i already in the comfort zone, i did not want to leave?
i am not sure now if what i am learning and how much my experience after 3 years here will weight. but another reason i stay behind is that this company is a MNC. yesterday during lunch, one of my colleague just ask me will i leave upon getting my ACCA. well, who know..
a daughter and a grand-daughter
of course i am trying to balance my life in between being a grand-daughter and a daughter. i need to let my mummy know she is equally important to me as my grandma and i need to let my grandma know that she will always be one of the important person in my life that i did not want to let go yet.
sometime it is pretty hard to balance. u might think that u treat both equally and u think both is equally important to u. dun ask me silly question like if both ur mum and ur grandma fall into the sea, who will u save 1st. i wont be able to answer. as both is equally important to me. i do think i will save the one nearest to me. wish that my mum would understand.
a friend
hmm, i might be a little disappointed to some of the friend but i am a little disappointed toward some of them too. i hate when people tell me i have lots of friends and she/he mean nothing to me. i am trying hard to be someone friend to earn someone trust because i mean u guys to be part of my life. i am degil. i know that. i know i should have let go for a long time but i still holding on it. that is because i believe we should be a great friend. i do wish u know i am talking bout u so that you know how i feel bout u =)
life is pretty hard when u wanted to deal with so many thingy. well, it is hard enough when there are so many challenges circling you =(
bad luck please go away and welcoming all the good luck now please =)
2 comments:
good luck good luck :p
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