2nd time

Waking up late due to the late outing the day before. Once i open my door, mummy told me to get ready as we need to rush to the hospital. Grandma admitted to the hospital because she vomited blood. It is a bit scary when hear and i did double confirm the reason and mummy didn know. will have to ask them when we reach the hospital.
You guys could never imagine how fast my heart has been beating. Having daddy in Germany i am worry sick if anything happen to grandma. Reach hospital and Yani told us that she has been having cramp and she bite her tongue (chinese called it "fatt yong tiu"). She did not vomit any blood. the blood come from the bleeding from the tongue and the saliva. It seem like vomitting the blood as the quantity is a lot.
well, this incident happen middle of the night on the 3rd day of CNY. it has been our mistake for not installing a phone at grandma's house. When this happen to grandma, the maid did not know what to do and she start calling outsider to give us a hand. A passerby help to contact ambulance. Grateful for his help.
consulted doctor the reason behind all this, doctor suspect that grandma is having a 2nd time stroke. seeing with all the tubes around her again make my heart feeling sour.
after the 1st stroke, it took us lots time to finally having her healtily on the wheel chair and she being able to eat on her on (not through feeding tube). Doctor has said that mostlikely she will require to depend on the feeding tube as all the organs in her body has damage due to the stroke.
it is a fact that a lil hard to accept as having back the feeding tube, mean having her screaming day and night as she hate that feeding tube a lot. It seem like this is an endless battle and we have to start all over again because of this stroke. We have been hoping that mayb one day grandma will be able to talk to us soon. but with this 2nd time stroke, it crush all our hopes. We are so going to start all over again. Since this time, it did not affect on the movement between the hand and the legs, the part that are affected from the 2nd time stroke is mostlikely the brain. Her tongue is strunking due to the stroke. It hurt everyone that is watching and we have to tie her hand back to the bed. Seeing her screaming day and night and we tight her hand up might seem to be really cruel, but you know what, if we did not do this, she will start pulling the feeding tube and the process to put in the feeding tube is not comfortable at all. it hurt to see..
not enough with this trouble, the passerby that help that i mention earlier, come back and say the angpao we giv him because of his help is not enough. what de.. what sort of people also got in this world wei. He was suppose to help without hoping for any return and yet he is threatening us. Keep telling us that money could not buy back life. So what, you want to have everything that i have izzit?
like chinese saying "yat bo mei ting, yat bo yao lei... the 1st issue is not solve, yet come another. All we could do is stay strong and believe in ourself. no matter how hard, we still need to face it rite? cause she is one of our family member. am just wishing, no more for her. she had enough.. Bless Grandma..