i cant capture wat guys actually think..

to be single o not single.. haha.. wat is the advantage of being in a relationship and wat is the disadvantages?? which is more than which?? so which is better?? to hav a bf or to stay single?? sigh.. sometime being an adult not so good also de o.. always have thing in mind.. somemore my aunty say i am those person that think too much.. haih.. wat does it really feel to like someone?? happy getting his msg once in a while?? care about u?? how about those that disappear for like whole year.. sudd out of no where they have ur contact and contact u back.. saying they miss u.. wanna meet u and think u n him could work out?? wat do u think about this type of guy?? a bit pathetic dun u think.. wat does it mean?? u r some sort of spare tire?? finish playing for a whole year then come back for u to hav a stable relation?? cause u r someone serious?? o because he think no one will go after u?? and u are someone that could agree to wateva he say?? man.. why is there such people in the world.. it make me more and more disagree and dare not to believe wat kind of world i am in now..
just somehow he confess to me a year ago.. then he disappear after he confess.. well, it was lucky that i didn fall into the trap.. i like him 2 years ago.. so somehow wat he say could actually change my mind... but after confessing.. he really disappear from my life.. until recently.. he got my number back.. and he come back for me.. and he start asking me out again and started to say something weird.. which i dunno wat is his motive anymore.. then.. saying miss u and also wanted to work thing out wif u.. so.. wat was he thinking?? sincere liking me?? o am i a someone for him to pass free time?? somehow i will get very angry wif this type of people.. and now u wish to see me back?? u think there is the posibility??
how bout liking someone?? wat was it really feel?? like wat i say earlier?? care about u?? feel sweet when he msg.. why izzit so hard to like someone?? why is girl dun dare to confess.. sometime i feel very geram.. when a guy dare not to take a move.. people already take the initiative to call u go out.. but u still.. haih.. no word to describe ur stupidness.. somehow.. i rather be alone la.. like that.. i am someone very fragile.. if i was to b in a relation.. i really would wish my bf would rather care about my feeling.. like.. msg me.. inform me.. and stuff.. i honestly is fragile.. and i am sensitive.. and i think a lot.. so from previous relation.. once i break up.. i feel a relief.. like.. there is something on my back for a long long time.. and sudd the burden just drop from my back.. like make me lighter and happier.. so.. was i more suitable to be single?? i dunno anymore..
FAN... ANNOYING..

talk about nic.. make me feel better.. haha.. his new song.. cool.. great rythm.. when 1st hear a bit dunno wat to say about this song.. but overall.. not bad la.. although i feel this song does not have any meaning.. but when hear tis song.. i could actually imagine nic dancing together wif this song.. something great also rite?? haha.. just all the scene starting to form in my mind.. make me.. haha.. dunno.. very 'qi dai'to watch his concert.. well, i think nic did something great.. he really need to hav something like this to push his concert atmosphere to something more high.. haha.. so really looking forward.. as this is the theme song.. this song should be the 1st song?? haha.. last time before this song out.. i was expecting super idol would b the 1st song.. haha.. but now.. more suprises he giving us.. haha.. and it making me.. feel he is very far from us.. haha.. cause he getting more and more famous.. sigh.. i shouldb happy dun i?? and am i?? =(
and his concert.. in singapore.. on 31st May.. guess how much is the most expensive de.. sing dollar 198.. oh my god.. can i afford?? should i go?? all this quest started to make me think a lot.. nic.. why so much.. sing and malaysia is so near.. combine enough la.. u got so many fans a?? LOL.. FAN.. about money lo..

my biggest secret.. I WANNA MARRIED AT THE AGE OF 25.. haha.. someone dare me to post this.. =) so here i am.. i am winning the bet.. hehe..