pay so much for the concert tix.. yet so much to worry..

just now went out dinner wif siao quen.. know wat she told me?? below is our conversation..

siao quen: my fren went to jay's concert.. then there is people that put nic concert promotion under their windscreen.. then they say that there is 32 seats one side..

chyeli: 32 SEATS??

siao quen: ya.. got 32 seats per side.. the advertisement show the floor plan.. there is 2 side.. separated by a space for people to walk.. then, there is 32 seats each side..

chyeli: mean hav 64 seats all together??

siao quen: yup..

chyeli: my god.. if i got the 1st seat at the left end o the 1st seat at the right end which is the furthest point from the middle of the stage ma cham..

siao quen: (nodding)

that was the conversation.. conclusion that i wanna bring out?? we pay the so much for the concert yet till now we still hav to actually worry where am i going to sit.. sigh.. i was like.. wat kind of joke is this.. if i was to go sg wang to buy for vip.. i could actually choose my seat.. of course.. vip seat is right behind vvip.. ya.. i got vvip.. so?? i might didn get the great place..
well, i know sometime life is unfair and when u buy tix refered to committee sure thing like that would happen.. but wat can we do? we can avoid all this unfairness.. we just wish that we are the lucky one that won be pointed to sit at those NOT-STRATEGIC de place.. everyone wanna enjoy.. though i keep convincing myself that it would be ok since jiayi and jiaxin would b beside me.. but for IDOL very 1st concert.. honestly i hope that i won be more meaningful to me.. i hope i could go back high.. wif a lots of feeling waiting for me to share.. my excitement.. and how proud i am toward my idol.. i really dun wish that after 29th of March.. all i will do is complaining about idol.. this was not idol fault.. but it will still indirectly affect how i see thing de..

LIFE IS UNFAIR.. LIFE IS NVR FAIR.. this is a damn true de statement..