wa.. very tired a..

continue from this week till mid april.. i think i will b like dead fish also de la.. sigh.. assignment in every week.. till mid april.. guess that.. i really cannot stand liao.. so many stuff to do.. sigh.. must add oil liao la.. haha.. i must gambateh.. hehehe.. today.. lecturer say.. middle result achiever is more porficient in work then those that get excelent result.. mean.. lecturer saying me wo.. haha.. me so thick face.. honestly.. think of future.. very scare.. very scare wanna step into the adulthood.. wanna step into the working world.. couldn imagine wat it would actually feel like.. i dun wamma go work everyday and do the same thing.. accountant.. is a boring job.. am i rite?? dun wanna study and dun wanna work.. then wat i wan?? haha.. i also dunno.. i wish i could expose to outside world.. i mean i would live to travel and see around.. i hav the courage.. to b there alone and travel alone.. but i dun hav the money.. so.. trying to apply some fund to actually help me go study oversea.. to hav some experience and feel their culture..
i must be dreaming.. sudd say so far.. for now.. get my butt to my schooling 1st la.. haih.. btw, i am looking for a room to rent.. but my near my house.. might need to move out.. haven decide.. but.. might will b homeless soon.. sigh..
god.. help me take away my 'fan nao' a.. people saying i hav wrinkle and eye bag.. and also black circle under my eye.. i dun wanna admit getting so old yet la.. =(