寂寞那么多

dunno is when people sad.. when listen to sad song will also make u feel very unhappy.. so coincident i like this song so much lately.. 寂寞那么多 it like telling me that my loneliness had nvr ended.. haha.. somehow lately this is wat i feel.. like.. i am all by myself.. alone without anyone around me.. like there aren anyone that i could rely on and there is no one could understand wat i say.. i know lots of frens out there would say that they would willing to lend their ear to me and stuff like that.. somehow.. sudd i really feel very alone.. i wish i could share my nic de story to non-princess.. but beside princess.. no one really wanna hear wat i say.. make me feel even sadder.. sigh.. and when i wanna voice my prob to my family.. instead of hearing wat i say.. they nag me for the mistake i hav done and etc.. sigh.. i really feel.. 'wu nai'.. and i really dunno wat i wan.. always think people dun like u.. always think people will talk bad about u.. always think people hate u.. i am so suspicious lately.. and this make my life.. really really unhappy.. but wat can i do?? help.. i really wan a solution.. i wanna be a happy girl.. really.. =(