this few days my house de internet down.. god damn it.. i couldn online at all.. leave me cannot do anything with the connection and worse i cannot online.. cannot blog, cannot check mail.. cannot anything.. life is damn miserable.. haha..
but right now, life started to settle down.. things are getting better and i could enjoy my life better.. i have more time for myself and frens and family and even my leftout homework.. though it was a hard thing to do that i hav to chase back my time.. but, it still something great as i hav time for myself back..
lately i discover myself not opening everything to person around me.. even those close one i will stilll hide my deepest secret from them.. i didn know wat am i hiding and i definitely know that i should be frank with them.. but when they were asking about it?? thing get futher and futher which make me hav no point of return.. how should i b frank to them?? how should i twist back my story?? i am getting scare now.. that i didn know wat to do to rescue myself from stepping deeper into the dark hole.. ANGELS out there.. help me will ya???
2 comments:
u sounds insecure wor...
insecure in the sense of letting people know what r u doing/thinking.
if i were u, i will tell...from the roots...
(if only the thgs i kept will make them misunderstand me, and mislead their thinking)
u dunwan people thk negatively towards u rite?
tell the right people...tell the person who u thk, he/she deserves to know..
i really feel insecure and didn know what i should do and how i should tell things out.. i didn know who i should tell or mayb i mind how people look at me that i scare they look down on me after i telling them that is why i keeping it from them making myself look tougher?? haih.. i dunno wat i am mumbling also..
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