cannot let go..

when will a parent willing to let go of their kids?? i guess the answer in all parent's heart will be never rite? sometime it's not easy to see my parent couldn understand the lifestyle that we are having now.. they couldn accept the fact that their child are growing rite?? well, even if i am already 23 years old.. but my parent kinda reluctant to let go of me, my sis and my bro.. well, of course thing change.. my mummy and daddy always take leave during school holiday last time when we are still in school.. they always take us everywhere for vacation.. until this holiday my mummy begin to realise that all of us hav our own life.. my mummy say the friends perli her..
situation..

mummy's friend: ei.. this year holiday u didn take holiday to go vacation a??
mummy: (keep quiet)
mummy's friend: ya o.. i forget that ur kids all grow up dy.. now no need go vacation..

though my mummy's friend take it as a joke but i know my mummy sure feel bad.. like cannot accept.. but i didn know what we can do to ammend thing.. it's the nature of life that we going to head our way i guess.. just take this weekend for example.. my mum hav holiday so got sat n sun free.. she wanted to back malacca.. then my sis n bro n dad working.. she kinda beg my bro to not work u know.. but i won angry wif my bro de.. since he didn hav income for awhile and finally now he had a job of course he didn wanna let go..

though i know family should come 1st but sometime things are easier say than done u know.. if i start my work in audit field or account field n i do hav to work hard where i might need to spend more time in work than in family and weekend going out wif friend.. i am kinda thinking my mum couldn accept the fact yet..
i didn know what's the point i am pointing out.. but i just feel bad rite now for my mum... but i do understand what my mum been feeling.. but i also do know what my bro and sis feeling.. and i know i won be able to stick at home as often once i work.. i hope my mum would know even if we didn spend that much time.. we still love her and wanted to spend time wif her.. =)