what an odd no for me.. it's been 23 years i stay in this world.. wow.. who can predict how many more years i will be here in this world.. haha.. i know i sound creepy.. at 1st i wanted to write down how is my birthday celebration.. but after i write everything.. i decided that i didn wanna write it out.. i didn wanna post that thing.. didn know why.. feeling are complicated..
just i am older.. haha.. but i am grateful for people that remember for my birthday and i am grateful for those that celebrate my birthday with me.. as for some important person that forget my birthday.. i am trying to tell myself dun mind.. but i didn know why i couldn let myself dun mind.. haha.. mayb cause i really think and i really wish i play an important part in that person heart too.. since they dun remember, izzit mean that they dun care about me? that i am not important enough to even secure a place?
taking a deep breath and think back, i hav both remember de friend and also not remember me de kawan.. in the moment of grief.. i guess i should be happy too rite? go go chyeli.. remember the good thing and forget the bad thing k? haha..
for those, u know who u r.. u know that i am super glad that i have u guys in my life rite? u know that i love you guys no matter what happen.. hope that i play an important role in u guys life too.. i hope that i am not a nobody in u guys heart.. friends mean too much to me..
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haha...who is the person 4get ur birthday..i think they all nd to die...i think i m the first one wish u birthday..m i ?haha...any where..long time no meet u..n feel miss miss u..hihi..shy shy...keep in touch lah..this week n next week will go kajang training...got time go find u lah..ok ?take k buddy
wa.. dun say until like this lar.. later people thought i am some kind of 'pa dou' de people.. haha.. i am waiting for u to come find me.. sure miss lar.. last time got anything u also will b around geh..
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