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didn know what wanna write here as my post title.. feel like writing lots of stuff here but feel this blogging have become kinda transparent where everyone can read what have u written here.. sometime i feel brave to write here.. but sometime i am scare people will know what i think also... most important, i am scare people might misunderstand what have i written here..
didn know when this coward feeling come.. last time, no matter what, i feel that i am chyeli and i shouldn u know.. care what other people think.. i should care about myself and only myself.. those that misunderstand me wasn my true friend.. true enough last time that was what i think.. this coward feeling.. i didn know when it come to me.. i know i will say goodbye to this feeling soon.. i hope.. =)
anyway, just feel like writing in a world that really belong to me and people that know me understand me.. by blogging, i could sometime feel that this world really belong to me and only me... =)
recent update about me..
i am sick.. =( been a while since like this.. but being sick at home is still better than getting sick alone outside.. have enough the 5 years of study far from home that make me homesick a lot.. well, i bet every family is like what my family behaving.. when u didn go back home for a long time, u will miss them like damn much.. damn damn much.. then u will dun care what ur mum nag and everything, but when u stay longer and they tend to be nagging and ur family been quarrelling, of course the feeling, i know i dun wanna come back built inside of u..
things get into me when my parent couldn understand what i have been thinking about what i wan in the future.. of all people, i do hope my parent understand me the most..
when will everything be better??