in a blink of eye, it is almost the end of the year 2009. people use to say that time fly faster after u r 20?? do u guys feel the same way?? to me, i think my time grow faster when i am in secondary school.. i might be a lil abnormal but i wasn those kid that wish "faster la.. i didn wanna study anymore" or "faster lar.. i didn wanna stuck here with my family and also friends anymore.." guess i am a lil weirdo but all i can add up is.. i have a nice secondary school life that i miss it so damn much now.. if to say, i have live in this earth for about 23 years.. and the most happening and most enjoyable moment would be my secondary period.. those 5 years are the most remarkable years for me.. though they are others la..
those were the day when my parent still look loving to me.. bringing me and my bro and sis for holiday and vacation.. but those also were the day i think i am un-important in the family as i always think my mum love my bro and my younger sis but not me.. (where i come to notice during the time where i have to stay away from my house for matriculation course, those were the day i finally feel the love my mum have to me.. they are equally strong and compatible with my bro one)
those also were the day where all my true best friend reveal.. haha.. (though i did make some throughout my uni and college journey) when i am in secondary school, almost all the friend that i made are great and naive and they didn think of any other things except of being true to me.. they didn stick close to me because they wan something from me.. it is just because i am being me and they love me for i am chyeli.. i feel extreme pampered when i am in secondary school.. of course i have friend that love me a lot.. and i also have friend that hated me a while for being extreme pampered.. when think back.. i feel a lil annoy with my attitude too.. why would i be that depending on someone.. but because of this, they protect me and love me more than i can imagine..
now that i am entering to the working life.. things have been diff and it will nvr be the same anymore.. me is still me but i think i do change according to the environment.. got to make myself up to the place i am currently standing at.. this working had nvr be something i dream of.. i thought i would be able to make new pals and buddy in my new office.. nvr did i imagine that my working environment will turn out to be something like this.. i have nvr wanted to believe what's evryone been telling me that we will nvr find a friend in working place.. but now i do.. i really believe that.. no matter how close someone is.. they aren bonded like how me and my secondary school. they appear to look close but finally after getting to know them more.. i realise that everything is just the surface of the water.. they are just rowing the boat.. not even getting themself wet in the water which mean we dun have to even mention about them diving in... water in my term is our heart.. our feeling.. our soul..
it was weird but this is something i feel like posting today.. i didn have any sadness nor happiness with me.. it is just this feeling that sit in my heart.. mayb because of the advertisement i hear from OneFm lar.. they mention that we should have quality friend.. not to judge's one's friend with the quantity.. which is correct..
dear alls,
dun take me as a very open people that have extra friends.. sometime i envy at everyone of u.. cause u guys make quality friend.. dun judge my friend by the quantity k?? as i am not as lucky as all of u guys.. this posting might sound a lil sad.. but it something from my heart.. of course i do have quality friend.. and this quality friend of mine will know straight away when they read my blog that they are my quality friend.. =) only those using me de friend will 'terasa' when they read this posting.. this is what we call "who eat the chili will feel the chilli hot" haha.. well, quality friends, thanks for always be there for me.. and quantity friends.. think about what u have do and start thinking if u want people to treat u as their quality friend as well..
it's been a while since i posted this long.. haha.. =)
~my true feeling~
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