i am so going to runaway from the real world for at least 2 days.. wanna have my own mind clear with everything that i wanted.. started to think i might not be as what i think i will.. look like the road is going to be tougher..
tough in:
- no luck in love life.. (which i seem to be not care now but i didn know if in the near future i can do what i think i wanna do and be so 'siao sa' ma... and i just hate being him back in my life make me unsure if i forget him dy ma.. how if i dun? can i accept the fact tat he is moving on.. moving ahead of me???)
- study life.. (look like this going to take more sacrifise than it seem to take.. i guess i know what i wan in the future just being not able to know what is our future life make us angry didn it?? it scared me when people start telling me stories of UNSUCCESSFUL accountant..)
- oversea (all those that close to me seem to know that this is one of my ultimate dream.. but sometime it still make me wonder as i didn know by that time will i be able to go with open heart without thinking of my responsibility i have to leave behind which the main one is my parents
having so many so many things in my mind now.. i am pretty sure i need some break off to clear my mind.. i know i have my mind set.. but i think i need to fix my emotion and feeling as well..
whatever i do, it will definitely leading me to a different outcome, diff future.. so which one am i looking forward more i wonder....
2 comments:
yosh!add oil my girl! take a deep breath and don't stress too much ya.
even if the future may not be what you have been expecting,but it is the experience that you'll gain and learn. :)
p.s : don't let the bad stories get into your way.success comes from failure.so learn to fail and not fail to learn.
haha... sometime i realise i might be too sturborn.. and think too much that i am causing myself all the stress and everything.. but there aren any way i can help in reducing it.. not thinking of it.. sometime when i think of all the problems and un-certainty.. i do wish there are someone standing rite behind me and hit me hard so that i can faint.. (running from reality) but clearly that is what stored in my mind.. =)
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