I have yet reach half way in my quest of climbing up to the top peak of the mountain. But, it seem like world around or to be more accurate, incident happening around us show that the lama monk prediction might be correct after all. Will it really come to the end of the world in another 2 years? Probably not so soon but the world around us is showing signs of sickness/illness. Not too ill till it is going to die soon, but it is showing sign that it is going to die soon. Probably in the near future.
Referring to this, I realize I am someone kinda afraid of dying. Probably I am a free-thinker, in my mind, dying mean disappearing from the earth, disappearing from this surface.. like really gone. Doesn this freak u guys? It freak me. It is hard for me to think that I am aging and in near 40 years or above I will die due to aging (dun include accident or natural disaster) I am a coward I know.
But when this day is coming, natural disaster, end of the world, I wish to die instead of staying behind fighting for life. Fighting to get a place to survive. Just like in the movie, only the reach people have the chance, poor guy gotto strike so hard, going all the danger danger mission, and in between of struggling, we will need to sacrifice others. This is the law of surviving.
Why will I say this sudd? This is because I felt tremor everyday in my office. Not sure if it is due to the earthquake of just nearby having construction, but it freak me off. Especially when I am alone like in the toilet. I will think I should I do if all this come. For now, sitting in front of monitor in my office, all I could think of is hide under my cubicle’s table to see if I can stay alive a not.. =)
Anyway, I hope I can reach the peak before such day come
2 comments:
it's ok to fear death,not cowardly at all.i myself am also scared of death,cuz i know there're so many things i wanna do before i die.but if we're fated to die on that day,we also can't do anything about it.
so no matter how,just gotta start appreciating life,even from the simplest thing like loving your loved ones.at least when you have to leave the world,you'll leave with no regrets. ^^
dunno.. just really scare of dying. erm, i think if it is coming to the end like real soon, i will have regret.. haha.. cause there are definitely things i cannot do before the world come to an end. but right now, of course we are working our way to make ourself feel less-regret =)
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