Last sunday was suppose to be Mother's day. But instead of me preparing something for my mum, she prepare something for me to eat. This must be because i cried so badly the day before and she feel heartache to see me that way. I Love You Mum.. i know i should say to u instead, but i didn have that courage. I will put it in my resolution next year. will deliver this phrase to u =)
I am better now. When i shed my tear, the 1st place i wanted to avoid is my own home. It just did not feel so right to go home, and my feeling is.. Just go anywhere but home. Well, i know that i need sometime to be alone rather than going home. Probably i should say i need some times to be myself. My true-self. Probably i am sick of carrying myself the way i am doing right now but finding that there aren any alternative road that i can take to amend things.
After all the consideration, i think i just need to have a break from what i am doing. I am just tired with all the pressure. But i am cool now.
Feeling the gentle wind in the air, it make me feel fresh and having the energy to re-start my day. Rain in the middle of the journey are great some time, it give me a reason to stop, re-think and re-build myself. This process is completed last sun. and here i am, on the track again..
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