I got myself a saman yesterday. Well, i did not want to post the reason for the saman here. it might seem accusing someone for the fault and who know, i might get sue. And the day has been bad enough for me. I dun think i want to have a letter sueing me for the "the contents (accusation)" in my own blog. Just conclusion for all the lines above, I GOT MYSELF A SAMAN. well, it is my 1st one. so i did not know how the saman will look like or what will it be written in the saman. the 1st verse that come to my brain is that i am required to attend court at a specific day and time. it kinda stop my heart for awhile. I mean, i did not want to go to court. I did nothing really wrong actually. Well, this is where i start to get panic and just when i calm down and sit down to think after seeing the saman, my tear come out. i cry like really really cry. with the sound and everything. then when i calm, i call my 'kawan'.. they all thought that i hit someone or anything and insisting in saying i am silly for crying over a saman and i dun have to go for court at all. Just paying the fine. It just stuck in my mind and heart and mind for the whole day yesterday. Finally get rid of it this morning, but when i walk out of my house to the car, i remember again..
anyway, didn want it to happen, but it already do. and i cant change it. so, what can i do? i will just need to accept it, pay the fine, pay for my own action and do not repeat the same things again to avoid unnecessary donation.
am singing:
bad luck go away,
dont ever come visit again,
all i need is good luck,
good luck come visit everyday =)
So, am chanting now..
"good luck come, bad luck go away"
Go GO chyeli..
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