Today morning, I realize I am actually really bad tempered. I mean I know that I am bad tempered all this while just that I think my bad temper is not that bad u know. But this morning, it kinda hit me that my temper is really bad especially in the morning right after I get up and when my brain is tired.. All this translate to when my brain is not active, I am easily get pissed off.
Well, this is not a good attitude I know but when my brain is just starting up or trying to be awake, I just tend to not talking to anyone.. or probably it depend on what am I going to do after I get up I guess. Well, I do able to retrieve some scene in my memory lane that when I am just about to get up but I am not being in a bad mood and bad tempered. Who waking up beside u matter perhaps?
Isn this show how complicated our emotion, our brain, our feelings and our tempers? Well, I am just wanting to say, “I am sorry mummy. I know I should not have been showing you my bad temper when u mean well by preparing my breakfast and trying to boil water for our daily consumption and cleaning up the houses to provide us comfort. Then me being the daughter not helping but showing u my bad temper. I am so sorry mummy.
Anyone out there can teach me how to control my temper? Anyone?
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