after trying so hard to cry yest.. ended up.. i dun hav any tear to shed.. it just cant come out from my eye.. no matter how sad am i.. wat is that mean?? yest after posting the blog.. my heart hurt a lots.. yet.. after cry a while.. not even ten minutes.. i've stop.. was it because it happen to often that i would b immune to it?? but after getting angry and cry a lil.. trying to calm down by listening to music.. sudd heard 'wu ke jiu yao'.. haha.. was thinking am i something like that.. like him until 'wu ke jiu yao'.. girl really very 'zhi kuai' de rite?? always think thing that actually useless.. but still.. i like to think wo.. haha..
haih.. wat eva will b will b.. no matter how good i think.. no matter how i wan thing to turn out to b.. still if let say god doesn wanna gv that to me.. i still will lose grip on that thingy rite?? now i like this 'an wei' myself.. later when i offline.. i will start to think bukan-bukan again.. sigh.. that is wat we call.. girl.. haha..
thanks to aunty geri for telling me so many thing.. it help.. at least it make me feel lots better.. i need someone like that around me.. i hav no where to turn too.. well, fren sometime dun un they will keep asking u to break up where u just dun wan.. u wanna gv it a try.. so when the 1st few time u tell them they ask u to break up.. u tend to get scare n u didn wanna share wif them anymore.. at the end.. we keep everything inside the heart... cause no one is there suitable to b ur listener..
today while reading a mail.. well, i am absolutely touch wif wat's the email wrote.. but everyone view everything wif a diff view.. i might say it's good n great.. others might say it's suck.. that's the truth of life.. whether u wanna believe in urself.. o u choose to believe in others.. so my choice is??
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